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goratrix · 2nd May 2005, 11:36 AM

I never said I wanted someone like me. I was just wondering... how is anyone going to want someone like me? It's something I've been asking myself ever since I came out to myself.

I know very few people... and beiong gay narrows down my possibilities. And I'm not the type that will go to a bar to meet a guy. If I'm going to build a relationship I need to know the other person... otherwise it's going to be physical and not emotional attraction the base of the relationship. I know for sure I won't walk up to a guy I don't like physically, if I don't know him.

So... I know about 100 people... at most. Fifty of them are college classmates... so they are out of the question. 20 of the other fifty live 1300 Kms away. At least ten of the other 30 (male) I know for sure they are straight, and are my friends, so I wouldn't think of going ot with them. The other 20... some of them are girls, and some of them guys. Most of the guys are between the ages of 15 and 17, so they are also out of the question.

Add to that about ten people I know from taekwondo and that should do it.

0% chances of meeting a guy.

Oh, well... it's been a depressive week, and this is a tests week, and I have a cold, and I am all bad moody and dark thoughty (???)

Well I'll go hit my head with a stik or something... seeyah.-

2nd May 2005, 11:36 AM	#6
goratrix EC Addict Full Member Age: 25 Posts: 570 Join Date: Apr 2005	I never said I wanted someone like me. I was just wondering... how is anyone going to want someone like me? It's something I've been asking myself ever since I came out to myself. I know very few people... and beiong gay narrows down my possibilities. And I'm not the type that will go to a bar to meet a guy. If I'm going to build a relationship I need to know the other person... otherwise it's going to be physical and not emotional attraction the base of the relationship. I know for sure I won't walk up to a guy I don't like physically, if I don't know him. So... I know about 100 people... at most. Fifty of them are college classmates... so they are out of the question. 20 of the other fifty live 1300 Kms away. At least ten of the other 30 (male) I know for sure they are straight, and are my friends, so I wouldn't think of going ot with them. The other 20... some of them are girls, and some of them guys. Most of the guys are between the ages of 15 and 17, so they are also out of the question. Add to that about ten people I know from taekwondo and that should do it. 0% chances of meeting a guy. Oh, well... it's been a depressive week, and this is a tests week, and I have a cold, and I am all bad moody and dark thoughty (???) Well I'll go hit my head with a stik or something... seeyah.- __________________ Cicciux Back from beyond. A different dog.