Originally Posted by Anonymous
I'd love to date a girl...
So you're not totally straight. And yet you also seem to be clearly not totally gay. (Talking about your masturbation fantasies was completely appropriate in this setting, BTW. Conventional wisdom has it that these are more telling than porn preferences.)
Now, I'm just a guy who has many female friends both gay and straight, but it really sound to me like you are a right down the middle bisexual. Maybe the way we all should be, if we were to truly realize our potential to love.
Knowing this won't help as much as you'd like it to, alas. Because there are still all those other people to interact with, who want you to fit into their categories.
In the short term... yes date a girl. I can tell you from experience that girls are awesome.