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Old 11th Jan 2017, 04:43 AM   #7
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Re: I want to break free

Originally Posted by baristajedi View Post

hugs angeluscrazy. What steps do you feel are next for you? What would you want to do to move forward?[COLOR="Silver"]

For me, pretty much anything would be a good step forward. I work 70 hour weeks, and the times I'm not working open close, I have my girls. Trying to quit drinking now as I've begun to see just how much I'm trying to numb myself to the tings I feel suck in my life.
I did actually hook up with a guy one night, but it did nothing for me. Of course the fact that I was drinking, and I felt nothing for this person probably had a lot to do with it.
I know it's not easy to move forward, especially when you have kids and other huge chnstrsunts in your time and mental energy. But you need di this! small steps. Even small steps build into big leaps after a while. Hugs
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