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Jack2009 · 19th Feb 2009, 03:34 AM

Well i always knew i was gay, and i never focus on it. Lately I had focus on it because I want a relations now. I'm 17. I don't want to come out because I'll feel uncomfortable with my family and embarass, and some rejection. I don't get out of high school till next year. My family makes fun of gay people, and never suspected I was gay even though there were signs. It's pretty old fashion. My brother always make funof them. I don't even know what to do, since I pretty much living a boring life. It's just empty, I'm not ashame of it. I also worry about marriage, since I do want to get married. I'm catholic. So I don't know what I am asking for just want to explain situation. It's also a Mexican family, but I am worried about the family I live with mostly.

I never really had friends so there's nothing to that.

Sorry that came choppy I'm doing it by iPod, in case family has any way of finding this. Doubt it though.

19th Feb 2009, 03:34 AM	#1
Jack2009 Banned Gender: Male Orientation: Gay Out Status: Not out at all Posts: 686 Join Date: Feb 2009	Realizing im gay Well i always knew i was gay, and i never focus on it. Lately I had focus on it because I want a relations now. I'm 17. I don't want to come out because I'll feel uncomfortable with my family and embarass, and some rejection. I don't get out of high school till next year. My family makes fun of gay people, and never suspected I was gay even though there were signs. It's pretty old fashion. My brother always make funof them. I don't even know what to do, since I pretty much living a boring life. It's just empty, I'm not ashame of it. I also worry about marriage, since I do want to get married. I'm catholic. So I don't know what I am asking for just want to explain situation. It's also a Mexican family, but I am worried about the family I live with mostly. I never really had friends so there's nothing to that. Sorry that came choppy I'm doing it by iPod, in case family has any way of finding this. Doubt it though. Last edited by Jack2009; 19th Feb 2009 at 03:47 AM..