| | Does it ever feel better?
So long story short, I've been depressed for the better part of about 2 years. And no one's really noticed, and I don't think they ever will. (Don't tell me to see a doctor cause I never will cause I'm too afraid too) God, I hate feeling so goddamn miserable all the time. So. Does it ever get better?
I just went to a family wedding and on the ride home all I could think for two hours was, well you may have had fun, but none of them will show up for your wedding (which you'll probably never have anyway) so I hope you had fun!