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Originally Posted by JB1986   My "oh crap" moment came (so to speak) when again, thanks to the magic of gay porn, I uh..... creamed myself, and it felt really really good. |
Same thing, except it was two UFC type guys play wrestling in a bed. And I was like... oh shit, I have a massive hard-on. I must like guys. And then I looked up videos of guys making out and youtube and that sealed the deal.
At first I legitimately thought I was bisexual . I had/have no problem getting off to straight porn and I remember having sexual thoughts about girls - but I always thought that just watching a woman give a blowjob to a man was boring and I was slightly grossed out when I first saw a vagina (but then I was nauseuous when I first saw gay sex come to think of it.) I also had this habit of watching videos bases on the
guy's attractiveness, which should have set off some warning bells in my head.
Hell, I remember thinking about making out with a boy and I thought nothing of it. All this time I thought it was normal for boys my age to be a little experimental with their sexuality. I thought (and I guess I still do) that most people were at least secretly a little bisexual. It was never like "oh crap, I'm gay, I'm going to go to hell" - the idea of being gay was never even a possibility to me.