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Hawkeye:

I guess she is actually quiet dependant on relationships... The problem is that there are no social clubs where I live, nor a youth centre. The only group I hang out with is my friends, and she wouldn't really fit in there... we are all a little bit... weird. And most of my friends are 20+... she's only 14/5 I think.

Jenny:

first of all, thanks. It's great to have a girl's point of view on this.

With LM It was different. We had been friends for over two years, and I knew she was emotionally stron, and that she could take it. I also know It was quiet devastating for her, and that it drove her to do some stupid stuff (with not many consequences).

They are both very different. in age, and in life. LM hasn't had an easy life, and that somehow made her strong. This other girl has had a crush on the same guy for over 5 years... (although I can't blame her) and for what I know she never had a real bf.

Anyway, I'm not ready to tell her yet, I still need a harder support base to start to come out. And there are some people that I have to tell before everyone else. Oh, well... I'll try to keep it in a friends level, and find out a little more about her past... perhaps she's stronger than she appears.

And that will give me something to do in order to keep my focus off MR EVERYONE HAS A CRUSH ON ME.

Thanks, both of you! you really got me thinking for a while there... :-)