I can't think cause it hurts Why does the world feels like it's crashing down on me again, when it was just one of the best days a few days ago. The rut is excruciatingly annoying!
I'm sad and all I wanna do is talk with my crush. The guy that I've somehow managed to stay away from for almost a year...but is still dreaming about every night!
How do I find the strength to stay strong when the temptation is so maddening?
How do I ever meet anyone that wants me when all I do is fear and cling to the present?
How do I get out of this mess?
I want apathy! I want to be detached...
Meh...nothing a few breaths and time cant cure! I'm sorry. I won't be emo in my next thread. I won't let emotions ruin my life! |