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Anonymous · 17th Jan 2012, 03:40 PM

Idk what to do.I've been depressed since 6th grade and its onyl gotten worst and worst and now i believe i have Depersonalization Disorder
-I feel like life isnt real constantly
-i feel liek the people around me arent real
-im constatnyl numb and tingly especially when im over the top stressed
-i feel like im in a constant dream
-when i look aroudn everythign seems all weirdlike and fuzzy
ive been feeling liek thsi the past 3 or 4 months.it just came up like BAM!and now i cant get it to go away.It gets worst and worst to the point where i constatnyl have to force myself to stay alive..i feel liek if i slit my wrists or jump off of a tall building it wont matter cuz life isnt real and im not real..im goign crazy..i havent doen anythign to extreme yet but a few days ago i broke down and started digging my nail into my wrists and i couldnt stop.it was like i was in a total daze..and i broke down again yesterday and tok my remote and wa bashing it into my head..i just couldnt stop.idk what to do.do any of u gusy relate or know hwo to help it?am i crazy?and also,i think i should add..i noticed that i staretd feeling liek this once i started questioning my gender identity so im really trying to figure out my gender now so i can coem out and live my life as who i was meant to be and then see if i still feel liek this afterwards.im going crazy.i ont wanan hurt my loved ones..and i wanan inspire others and help others by charities and all that good stuff.

starfish · 17th Jan 2012, 05:21 PM

I'm on my phone right now so I cant typs out a long response. My first thought is that you may be suffering from depersonalization. I would suggest seeking professional help.

17th Jan 2012, 03:40 PM	#1
Anonymous Posting Anonymously Posts: 34,191 Join Date: Dec 2007	Help!!!!!!!!! Idk what to do.I've been depressed since 6th grade and its onyl gotten worst and worst and now i believe i have Depersonalization Disorder -I feel like life isnt real constantly -i feel liek the people around me arent real -im constatnyl numb and tingly especially when im over the top stressed -i feel like im in a constant dream -when i look aroudn everythign seems all weirdlike and fuzzy ive been feeling liek thsi the past 3 or 4 months.it just came up like BAM!and now i cant get it to go away.It gets worst and worst to the point where i constatnyl have to force myself to stay alive..i feel liek if i slit my wrists or jump off of a tall building it wont matter cuz life isnt real and im not real..im goign crazy..i havent doen anythign to extreme yet but a few days ago i broke down and started digging my nail into my wrists and i couldnt stop.it was like i was in a total daze..and i broke down again yesterday and tok my remote and wa bashing it into my head..i just couldnt stop.idk what to do.do any of u gusy relate or know hwo to help it?am i crazy?and also,i think i should add..i noticed that i staretd feeling liek this once i started questioning my gender identity so im really trying to figure out my gender now so i can coem out and live my life as who i was meant to be and then see if i still feel liek this afterwards.im going crazy.i ont wanan hurt my loved ones..and i wanan inspire others and help others by charities and all that good stuff.

17th Jan 2012, 05:21 PM	#2
starfish This space for lease. Full Member Gender: Male Orientation: I like guys Out Status: Out to everyone Location: Hippie Town, Alberta of the US Age: 31 Posts: 2,104 Join Date: Nov 2008	Re: Help!!!!!!!!! I'm on my phone right now so I cant typs out a long response. My first thought is that you may be suffering from depersonalization. I would suggest seeking professional help. __________________ All the problems of the world could be settled easily if men were only willing to think. The trouble is that men very often resort to all sorts of devices in order not to think, because thinking is such hard work. --Thomas J. Watson