Wait... You're a GUY?
That's probably something I hear every day from my little sisters. Or variations on it. Basically they constantly call me girly and claim I'm not a REALY guy. I act like I'm upset. Like I'm offended. But I'm not... in fact... I kind of... enjoy these 'insults.' They make me feel good about myself. I'm transgender, I guess --MtF. It seems wrong that I don't feel insulted (in fact, I relish them say things like that, as I just stated). But... God, I don't know. I just... what should I do? Because on the one hand, I DO kind of want them to stop because I know they mean it as an insult, which is insulting and hurtful in its own way.... but on the other hand I really don't give a shit.
I'm confused, I guess you could say.
Very, very confused. |