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Old 29th Jan 2012, 04:28 PM   #1
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Default Ugh, it's just something in me that I don't want inside

I don't want to be a lesbian. I've known all my life and I'm 21 now..and I just wish I wasn't. I date guys just so I have can have hope, that one man will be the one I click with such as with a woman. It never happens... and all I can think about is being with a girl. And when I am with one, it feels so right. But it isn't normal or natural ..Why didn't God make me straight if He wanted me to live my life for Him?..I hate who I am
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Old 29th Jan 2012, 04:41 PM   #2
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There is nothing wrong with you your a lesbian because god wants you to be. Being homosexual may not be considered exactly "normal" but that doesn't mean it's wrong.
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Old 29th Jan 2012, 05:13 PM   #3
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Thnx... But my family does think it is wrong. They are christian and very conservative. I hate being a lesbian because I know I can never tell them. It sucks, I feel like I have to always keep being what I am a secret, not just to my family but to everyone. I don't want to disappoint the people in my life. I've heard where some people have changed from being homosexual to heterosexual, I hope that happens for me.
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Old 29th Jan 2012, 06:20 PM   #4
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I may be out of line, but them! You're your own person. It doesn't matter that they see you as "wrong", all that matters is that you're happy with yourself. It doesn't sound like you are, but that's what we're here for.
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Old 30th Jan 2012, 02:34 PM   #5
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When people talk like this it makes me upset, I am a lesbian and I am damn proud! Sure I have some issues with myself at points, and people may not always accept me, but as long as I am walking this Earth I will be true to myself....You should do the same, being a lesbian is not "wrong" or shameful, embrace it....it is who you are.

...read the forum, Ever think like this? I find it helpful.
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