I want to be physcially male

[Anonymous]

So I am a 17 year old questioning my gender identity.i am physically female but i think my gender is male.Its so confusing but ive been questioning it for a few months now and i think i may seriouslly be a male.i crave it so bad..i crave to have a deep voice..i crave to be taller..i crave to go through the awkward weird guy puberty..i crave to have an incresed sex drive..i crave to have no boobs..i pretty much think i crave the penis part but that parts a lil bit weird for me cuz ever since i was lil i always thot they were liek the grossest things in the whole world..but im really thinking im trans becuz of how i crave this so much..liek i see a guy and i get jealous of what he has and i know a cisgendered person wouldnt think liek this.what do u guys think?

[Anonymous]

Refer to yourself by male pronouns, dress in typically men's clothing. See how that feels. If it feels completely right, then at least you know what road to start travelling down, in a sense.

[Anonymous]

I go by them now but its hard to tell how it feels completly because i have depersonalization wich is wen u feel liek life isnt real..but i go by them now and ive been dressing in guys clothes since before i started questioning..im just so confused