I just relised

[Anonymous]

How mutch i fucking hate being gay

One of my friends who am i am out to today said that she sometimes gets questions if i am gay from some friends and then i like just felt weird and like just sat looking around for like 20 mins and then she was like its not like wtf is he gay it was like omg i love him is he gay...

But for the rest of the day ive just been pissed off and havent been able to do anything productive whitch is shit because i have exams next week.

I just fucking hate my self atm what should i do?

[Wired106]

Well, umm I think first of all you should calm down. You will definately get use to it and I swear I use to not like it like at all before and I thought it was a phase. But I got use to it and now its better. You'll eventaully meet other people that are either gay or bi and you guys will have stuff in common, that's what happened to me at least. Now I like love it and I would rather be gay than straight just because it's unique and who I am.

Don't be afraid to be yourself seriously... Like who gives a crap what other people think. It's who you are dude. Even though I might not like flaunt it and tell everyone I'm gay I don't hate myself because of it.. Anyways it will just take time until your like fully okay with being gay. It took me a while at least. :icon_wink

[Lexington]

That's a true positive about being out - nobody asks. And if someone does, I (or someone else) just says "yeah". That's it. No drama. When I don't treat it like it's a secret (or some special bit of knowledge), nobody else does, either.

So someone wants to know if you're gay. BFD. It's something to talk about for some people. Let 'em. What's going to change? Nothing. Get back to the books. :)

Lex

[Stargate]

I think we all go through this phase. I use to hate being gay as well. I prayed to god to make me normal and to send these thoughts away. But you learn to live with it. Its still hard for me, mostly because I dont have any gay friends to help me out, but girls are great to vent on about boys.

Just hang on and you'll get there.(*hug*)

[Asteroid]

Don't stress out too much about it. Yes such talk can be annoying but don't let it bother you. You have accepted yourself which is far more important than what someone else might say about it. If you feel comfortable enough you can also come out to the other friends or her friends (if you haven't done so already) and just tell them: Yeah I am gay. That's who I am! ....and move on.

Good luck on your exams! :)