goratrix
4th May 2005, 12:35 PM
Well, I am an ingeneer student, and I am a scientist by nature... so I really like to do experiments. Last night I did one I never thought I would.
Nothing blew up, don't worry XD
I was chatting with a friend over MSN last night, and the conversation was taking an awkward turn to my emotional state, and the cause of it (AC, of course) Fortunately I was able to get him talking, and he told me a little about him and his GF. After that I decided to try a little something.
I would post the entire conversation, but I think translating it would be way too boring... so I'll sum it up a little:
me: you know that forum I told you about, well It's a youth forum, where young people come and talk about their problems (didn't give specifics though)
him: yeah
me: I was surfing it and I found a post that got my attention: It was an 18yo. guy that was interested on a 15 yo guy, and was worried that society would condem(sp?) him for that
him: Uh, no, that's not my thing, I'm inot girls, tits and ass.
me: hey, I wasn't implying anything... although curious reaction...
Ok, after a while of criticising today's society he said something like this:
him: look, I respect people way too much, I think everyone is free to do what they please. And I think that the fact of being gay shouldn't be an issue.
him: BUT
him: if this guy is gay, the kid straigh, and he's harrassing him and stalking him, then he should get shot.
him: but he should also respect those that want nothing with him.
Then it was turning a lot like a come-out, so I quickly changed the subject to an online order I did...
I think he's deeper than I thought, and that I will develop a good friendship with him. But still, there are some people that I should come out to first. He'll he's even a potential linux user!!! and WH40K player!!! god... he could be my soulmate!!! I am thankful, though, that I'm not interested in him physically.
Oh, I guess that's it... I didn't really have much to say... and I don't want to write about AC any more, I'm trying to get over him, and thinking about him all the time won't help. And this was something I thought would be worth sharing... perhaps someone can get an idea from this experience of mine.
Still... it's been a while since I started a thread here... and I kinda missed it...
Nothing blew up, don't worry XD
I was chatting with a friend over MSN last night, and the conversation was taking an awkward turn to my emotional state, and the cause of it (AC, of course) Fortunately I was able to get him talking, and he told me a little about him and his GF. After that I decided to try a little something.
I would post the entire conversation, but I think translating it would be way too boring... so I'll sum it up a little:
me: you know that forum I told you about, well It's a youth forum, where young people come and talk about their problems (didn't give specifics though)
him: yeah
me: I was surfing it and I found a post that got my attention: It was an 18yo. guy that was interested on a 15 yo guy, and was worried that society would condem(sp?) him for that
him: Uh, no, that's not my thing, I'm inot girls, tits and ass.
me: hey, I wasn't implying anything... although curious reaction...
Ok, after a while of criticising today's society he said something like this:
him: look, I respect people way too much, I think everyone is free to do what they please. And I think that the fact of being gay shouldn't be an issue.
him: BUT
him: if this guy is gay, the kid straigh, and he's harrassing him and stalking him, then he should get shot.
him: but he should also respect those that want nothing with him.
Then it was turning a lot like a come-out, so I quickly changed the subject to an online order I did...
I think he's deeper than I thought, and that I will develop a good friendship with him. But still, there are some people that I should come out to first. He'll he's even a potential linux user!!! and WH40K player!!! god... he could be my soulmate!!! I am thankful, though, that I'm not interested in him physically.
Oh, I guess that's it... I didn't really have much to say... and I don't want to write about AC any more, I'm trying to get over him, and thinking about him all the time won't help. And this was something I thought would be worth sharing... perhaps someone can get an idea from this experience of mine.
Still... it's been a while since I started a thread here... and I kinda missed it...