myra
25th Aug 2008, 09:18 PM
Hey guys. Not sure why i'm writing this, if i'm asking for help or just venting. But I'm having what I call a "Stupid Girl Moment." Ya...I guess its kinda a sexist term but i use it because that's just what i'm being with all my freaking horomones.
So anyway...I'm feeling really dumb right now but I can't help it. My boyfriend just dropped me off after spending the day with him and I can't stop crying. On Thursday he's leaving for a week for college band camp. I told him tomorrow he should spend with his friends and on wednesday should be family. I told him I can wait, because in a week I'll be down there at the same school, living not two blocks from him in another dorm. I'm just feeling so stupid right now for crying my eyes out about not seeing him till then.
And its dumb cuz I just came back from the state fair after being away from him for 3 weeks. You'd think being away from eachother for a week, I'd be able to handle. It should be no problem. But no...I'm having a stupid girl moment and crying my eyes out. It's a FREAKING WEEK!
He tried to console me. He hugged me, covered me in kisses, wiped away my tears, told me he loved me. I was laughing at myself because I knew I shouldn't be crying but I really can't stop myself. I could tell that he thought i was being pretty stupid just as i did cuz he was trying to hold back his laughing and smiling. But he has to be so damn sweet all the time and try to take me seriously. I don't know. But that's me right now. I can't stop my crying.
I feel a bit better now. I hope some people respond. I don't know what you'll say. I'm not really asking for advice since I know i just have to stop crying and being such a pussy about this. I'm being stupid i guess. But ya. Just had to get that out there in the open.
So anyway...I'm feeling really dumb right now but I can't help it. My boyfriend just dropped me off after spending the day with him and I can't stop crying. On Thursday he's leaving for a week for college band camp. I told him tomorrow he should spend with his friends and on wednesday should be family. I told him I can wait, because in a week I'll be down there at the same school, living not two blocks from him in another dorm. I'm just feeling so stupid right now for crying my eyes out about not seeing him till then.
And its dumb cuz I just came back from the state fair after being away from him for 3 weeks. You'd think being away from eachother for a week, I'd be able to handle. It should be no problem. But no...I'm having a stupid girl moment and crying my eyes out. It's a FREAKING WEEK!
He tried to console me. He hugged me, covered me in kisses, wiped away my tears, told me he loved me. I was laughing at myself because I knew I shouldn't be crying but I really can't stop myself. I could tell that he thought i was being pretty stupid just as i did cuz he was trying to hold back his laughing and smiling. But he has to be so damn sweet all the time and try to take me seriously. I don't know. But that's me right now. I can't stop my crying.
I feel a bit better now. I hope some people respond. I don't know what you'll say. I'm not really asking for advice since I know i just have to stop crying and being such a pussy about this. I'm being stupid i guess. But ya. Just had to get that out there in the open.