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crimsonarcher
2nd Jul 2007, 05:42 PM
ok, most of you know about the "guy in summer school " thing, but there's a reason i won't go through with it.


-...There was this Guy. Name's Daniel. He was an older brother to a friend of me, and we met on the bus when he needed help on his spanish homework. We talked, and eventually we became good friends. Then summer came, and we parted for the summer, but i eventually added him on myspace, but when i went to his profile, ...it was surprising. it was filled with gay pictures, and gay friends. I was shocked, but also thrilled, cause now there was a chance of going through with this!
so, during the next school year (9th), i sent him a message, expressing my feelings towards him. He replied, saying "um, i'm sorry, you're just not my type, and i'm still kinda with daniel...".....DANIEL??!! he had a boyfriend the whole time, and i didn't even know. It was a blow to my body i couldn't bear. His boyfrined read my message and posted a bulletin saying:


"this is daniel not this daniel but his bf
id apriciate you not hitting on him
k thanks
its been like a year get over it
obviously he choose mee and not you
i wouldnt blame him tho im better canidate
so like get over it
Plzz and thank you
and i f not ..
ill regualte "

it stunned me.
but eventually, i sent the Daniel i liked a message, saying i'm sorry for telling him i like him.
this is it: (start from the bottom-up.)

kk, ttyl, bye

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: The Final Seraphim
Date: Jun 2, 2007 9:50 AM


yeah, we still are. that sucks you're not going there anymore. i'm still there for like 3 years (with david...he hasn't been as pestering as usual...kinda surprising, huh?).....well, Daniel, thanks for making me feel so much better. i'll talk to you sometime, ok? see ya later.

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Daniel ** Jerry **
Date: Jun 2, 2007 9:43 AM


we still are arent we? lol except i wont be @ high school anymore, im goin to college :D

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: The Final Seraphim
Date: Jun 2, 2007 9:39 AM


i know there is someone(hopefully in japan!)...say..this might sound weird but...can we be friends, like we once were?

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Daniel ** Jerry **
Date: Jun 2, 2007 9:36 AM


lol, thats cool, daniel jus turned 15, dont wrry there a guy for u sumwheres, look at me and daniel, i know we may fight alot, but we hella love each other

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: The Final Seraphim
Date: Jun 2, 2007 8:50 AM


it's just that i feel this somewhat awkward-ness between us....so i haven't talked to you, or even seen you...i wanted to see you personally at graduation, but i couldn't, so...yeah. I really wanted to talk to you like i used to.like on the bus.but i feel like i couldn't. ohh, by the way, my birthday was yesterday, so i'm 15 now.

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Daniel ** Jerry **
Date: Jun 1, 2007 8:59 PM


for what lol
you like me no bigg deall

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: The Final Seraphim
Date: Jun 1, 2007 10:44 AM


Daniel, i wanted to see you in person, but since i didn't, this is pretty much my only choice. I'm sorry for anything i've said. i should never have told you that, and i'm sorry (again)....By the way, congratulations on graduating (you did graduate, right?)......well, gotta go. See ya later!


- and that is why i am afraid of talking to this guy in summer school.

CrimsonThunder
2nd Jul 2007, 06:56 PM
His boyfriend seems like a twat and he himself even knows that (but he's attracted to him so wont act on it).

When a guy doesn't like you theres nothing you can do about it sadly, eventually you'll get over it and probably never think of him again.

Never know you might find a better guy tomorrow! ^_^

Red87
2nd Jul 2007, 07:57 PM
Damn man, that sucks. I wish you luck, and hope you do find someone, just a shame it couldn't be with him. Oh. And 100th post. I'm such a forum whore.

crimsonarcher
2nd Jul 2007, 07:59 PM
yeah..hopefully.

CelebrityHead
2nd Jul 2007, 08:06 PM
Lol I would never date someone with the same name as me.. that's weird!
Oh well, I'm glad you two are still good friends :)

24601
2nd Jul 2007, 08:12 PM
It's great that you two are still friends! You being 15 and him going off to college probably would not have worked out all too well, anyway. Or is his boyfriend 15 too? I'm really confused. And Daniel the boyfriend (that IS confusing) sounds like a total jerk. Oh well. Daniel the guy you like seems to still like you as a friend, and that is important.

crimsonarcher
2nd Jul 2007, 08:16 PM
It's great that you two are still friends! You being 15 and him going off to college probably would not have worked out all too well, anyway. Or is his boyfriend 15 too? I'm really confused. And Daniel the boyfriend (that IS confusing) sounds like a total jerk. Oh well. Daniel the guy you like seems to still like you as a friend, and that is important.


I didn't think so either.
yeah, he still does.
yeah, his boyfriend's 15 too
(did i mention he's a midget?):icon_bigg

RomanceSlayer
2nd Jul 2007, 08:20 PM
mmm...
I hated what his bf said...such a bastard

anyways...it´s cool you´re still friends
dont´worry you´ll find someone ^^

24601
2nd Jul 2007, 08:22 PM
(did i mention he's a midget?)

On an open support forum, I would think we'd be a little less judgmental! Haha, only kidding... kind of. But I think being short is the least of his concerns after the stuff he sent you.

I'm glad you don't think it would have worked. That makes it all the easier in accepting it in the long run.

crimsonarcher
2nd Jul 2007, 08:23 PM
yeah i will.
something tells me i already know him...

crimsonarcher
2nd Jul 2007, 10:58 PM
yeah, i probably shouldn't have said that......
sorry daniel!

CrimsonThunder
2nd Jul 2007, 11:07 PM
Midgets are cool!

CelebrityHead
3rd Jul 2007, 12:24 AM
Sharla on The Amazing Race was cool - what a battler!

crimsonarcher
3rd Jul 2007, 05:30 PM
so yeah..

24601
3rd Jul 2007, 06:55 PM
Sharla on The Amazing Race was cool - what a battler!

She was cool, and so was Mickey from Seinfeld. But apparently Daniel is not.

crimsonarcher
3rd Jul 2007, 09:16 PM
no he isn't..

CrimsonThunder
3rd Jul 2007, 10:48 PM
Are we discussing Midgets? Because I don't know whats going on here. >_>

crimsonarcher
4th Jul 2007, 12:45 PM
it's about my Erste Lieben.

crimsonarcher
8th Dec 2007, 09:32 PM
Heh, it's been so long..