Post Secret

[Lexington]

^ It kinda makes sense. When I'm with my loud friends, I get more extroverted. When I'm with my sports-freak fans, suddenly, I'm more of a sports freak. And when I'm with my gay friends, yeah, I get a bit gayer. :)

Lex

[Anonymous]

i dont know what i want from her
but i knew that girl was trouble the night we met her,shes stolen her heart =(
i told her i wished i could have had the time to get to know her that deep,she said she wanted that too
but its too late
& all i do is think about it
she said she still thinks about me too
but what can we do

[ColbieMarie]

My friends and I used to steal cookies from our church (more than just one, like three packages).

This happened every Sunday for a few months.

[Anonymous]

I want someone to love me. And to hold me. I need the physical contact. And I've never had it. (not counting parents when I was younger)

Same here my friend...

OP

if only we had each other

[Anonymous]

A lot of the time I blame myself for my friend's death. He was the most amazing person I know but then I moved. I know that if I had never moved he would still be alive because he either wouldn't have gone to that party or I would have been there with him and he wouldn't have been driving afterwards. And it hurts so much sometimes cause I feel like he was supposed to be the "one" for me and now I just feel lost a lot of the time.

[Anonymous]

I'm thinking that Prop 8 might indeed pass in California..
I'm scared..
:(

[Anonymous]

I'm 20, female, and I've never been kissed.

[Anonymous]

Statement

What if I told you I was Gay
Straight
Black
Nazi
Marxist
Liberal
Conservative
Socialist
Atheist
Muslim
Jew
Evangelist
The problem is you know me so how would this change your opinion
Fascist Whore

[Anonymous]

Music understands me when no one else does.

I'm with you on that...

[panda]

A lot of the time I blame myself for my friend's death. He was the most amazing person I know but then I moved. I know that if I had never moved he would still be alive because he either wouldn't have gone to that party or I would have been there with him and he wouldn't have been driving afterwards. And it hurts so much sometimes cause I feel like he was supposed to be the "one" for me and now I just feel lost a lot of the time.

IT'S NOT YOU FAULT!!!(*hug*)

[Wander]

I always go to the bathroom before taking a shower whether I really need to or not, and I always wash my hands afterward - even though I know that I'm about to hop into lots more water.

[nodoubtjunkie]

I snore.

[Lexington]

^ So do I. But that's no secret. Not to my partner, and not to anyone who lives within a quarter of a mile...

Lex

[Anonymous]

I fucking hate my life.

[Anonymous]

Here's a text conversation I had with a friend...

Him: I'm drunk.
Me: Tell me something.
Him: You're such a beautiful girl. I can't believe you've never dated anyone. Seriously, you're astonishing. Not only are you smart and witty, but you are fucking hot as hell.


I was more excited about being called 'fucking hot as hell' than beautiful, astonishing, smart and witty.

(Whenever someone is drunk I always ask them a secret or if they have anything that they want to tell me)

[Midnight Angel]

I used to think being gay was something so horribly disgusting, but I'm slowly moving out of that mentality.

[Anonymous]

I used to think being gay was something so horribly disgusting, but I'm slowly moving out of that mentality.

I've never thought it was disgusting. I've always been quite intrigued but homosexuality and bisexuality. But now that I think I fit in to one of those groups I'm finding it confusing.

[Anonymous]

I'm sitting in my school library next to a boy who I think is gay.
He is very pretty, dressed nice and he's sending a facebook message to another pretty boy.

Wow, I sure am a creeper. (I love it!)

I think it would be really cool if this random guy next to me would sign on to EC right now.

[davo-man]

I think I speak a different language to my sister

Also, I think I spend more time on Facebook than I do studying for uni...No, check that, I KNOW I spend more time on FaceBook

[ColbieMarie]

I think I speak a different language to my sister

Also, I think I spend more time on Facebook than I do studying for uni...No, check that, I KNOW I spend more time on FaceBook

I'm sitting in my college library attempting to get some research done and I have to turn in four sources and three points per source in an hour and a half and I have almost nothing done. I can't get anything done because I'm always on EC.

[Anonymous]

I make jokes because if other people like me, I can stop hating myself.

[Anonymous]

my granddad's very close to death.

i love him

and i will miss him

[Anonymous]

my granddad's very close to death.

i love him

and i will miss him

Aw I' sorry to hear that (*hug*)

[Étoile]

I cannot believe I'm typing this but I want to see High School Musical 3. :help:

[ColbieMarie]

I cannot believe I'm typing this but I want to see High School Musical 3. :help:

Me too.

[biisme]

I fucking hate my life.

why?

[Midnight Angel]

I cannot believe I'm typing this but I want to see High School Musical 3. :help:

My friend who is 18 and her sister who is 23 are going to see it. Don't worry, lol.

[Anonymous]

watching Yes on Prop 8 ads made me cry. The crazy ideas of Prop 8 is not what America was built upon.


:tears:

[Anonymous]

I fucking hate my life.

why?

Because i have no friends, I always come home from school and no one is around, I sit in my room all day after school every single day. So I' pretty much always alone and feeling like a loser and I'm sick of it! It's pathetic.:dry::icon_sad:

[Anonymous]

I get so sad for no apparent reason sometimes... I'm getting tired of it.


I think I'm actually depressed.

[Asteroid]

I fucking hate my life.

why?

Because i have no friends, I always come home from school and no one is around, I sit in my room all day after school every single day. So I' pretty much always alone and feeling like a loser and I'm sick of it! It's pathetic.:dry::icon_sad:

Hey there! I am sorry you feel this way. (*hug*) You are not a looser! No one is.
Maybe try making some friends. Try to talk to a few people in your school and try to get to know them. Maybe what would also help try joining a club. What are some of your hobbies. What is it that you like doing? For example, if you like swimming, try joining the swim team at your school or at the community centre. Like this, you will get to know people, and I am sure you will be able to make some friends. Alternatively, you could also try joining a GLBT group, which are generally very supportive and accepting of new members. Give it a try and see how it goes....but remember that if it doesn't work at the first try, keep trying and eventually you will be able to get to know some people who will become your friends.

I hope this helps a bit.

[Anonymous]

I think pirateninja/holly is cute.
Me too. But I don't have the courage to talk to her, even over the internet... -facepalm-

[Janvier]

I think pirateninja/holly is cute.
Me too. But I don't have the courage to talk to her, even over the internet... -facepalm-
Why not give it a try?
You have nothing to lose and she doesn't bite... unless you want her to :icon_wink

[Anonymous]

I think pirateninja/holly is cute.

Me too :D
But then again, I don't really keep it a secret :p
Holly is very cute :D
And shexy :p

[nodoubtjunkie]

Darn that little red box. I confess to the above post ^

Holly is my Studmuffin :p

[Anonymous]

I'm running on empty and I'm not sure how much longer I can do this. I really need to pause life for like 2 days and just sleep. But that's not going to happen...

[Anonymous]

I think pirateninja/holly is cute.

Me too :D
But then again, I don't really keep it a secret :p
Holly is very cute :D
And shexy :p

Holly is very cute. ;) Especially in a hat.

[heatqueen]

I think pirateninja/holly is cute.

Me too :D
But then again, I don't really keep it a secret :p
Holly is very cute :D
And shexy :p

Holly is very cute. ;) Especially in a hat.

*hits the red box*

[Anonymous]

I think pirateninja/holly is cute.

Me too :D
But then again, I don't really keep it a secret :p
Holly is very cute :D
And shexy :p

Holly is very cute. ;) Especially in a hat.

*hits the red box*

:eek: Where the hell did this all come from? Ah well.... it doesn't really matter :D You guys have all just made me blush... and made my day :D


Me too. But I don't have the courage to talk to her, even over the internet... -facepalm-

Am I that scary? RAWR :grin: You can just PM a hello if you want. Like Janvier said, I won't bite.... unless you want me to :icon_wink

[pirateninja]

I think pirateninja/holly is cute.

Me too :D
But then again, I don't really keep it a secret :p
Holly is very cute :D
And shexy :p

Holly is very cute. ;) Especially in a hat.

*hits the red box*

:eek: Where the hell did this all come from? Ah well.... it doesn't really matter :D You guys have all just made me blush... and made my day :D


Me too. But I don't have the courage to talk to her, even over the internet... -facepalm-

Am I that scary? RAWR :grin: You can just PM a hello if you want. Like Janvier said, I won't bite.... unless you want me to :icon_wink

[Anonymous]

i think about this girl that liked me over the summer from work whenever i go to the gym because i know that i would never do anything with her sexually unless i lost weight.i know she wouldnt want to either.

[Anonymous]

Prop 8 is probably going to get passed...and it SUCKS!!

[Anonymous]

I write songs about brutally killing homophobes.

And I love it.

[Anonymous]

I have a (internet) crush on jazzrawr and I don't know her at all...
I also have a crush on someone who I haven't seen since last school year, and even then, I only knew her name, she would have no reason to know mine, and I only saw her once a day...

[Behling]

Things with my bf are going pretty badly :(

[biisme]

Things with my bf are going pretty badly :(

(*hug*) I'm sorry

[Anonymous]

I wish I had been born a male. I sometimes hate being trans.

[Anonymous]

Slipping Away - Sum41

[Anonymous]

I keep thinking I'm straight. I have loved members of the opposite sex. I can't say the same about the same sex. I can't 'come out' as a straight person, though. It's too late. What if I'm wrong again?

[Lexington]

If you were wrong, you were wrong. IF you want to date the opposite gender, do so. If anyone says, "I thought you were gay", then say "So did I." Ask Tom Robinson how that works. :)

Lex

[Nodnarb]

Lunch today made me so happy.

While pretty much everybody already knew, today was the first time I have heard Phil acknowledge that he is gay. He didn't actually say it directly, but he used thinly veiled code words that left no doubt as to what he was talking about.

And then, after he came out, he called out Cody, saying something like "I've accepted myself, but I don't know if he has." Cody didn't say anything, but Matt said "Yes, he has. Just look at him right now, he's wearing women's sunglasses."

The gays are taking over the lunch table:lol: There is me, Cody, and Phil. And Megan is bi. That's about a fourth of our table lol:)

[Anonymous]

I frequently check the "Think about you" thread as well as the various EC crushes threads to see if someone has posted my name.

Bahaha, I'm so lame :D

[Ronnie92]

I love everyone on EC. It just makes me sad that we might never meet in person. :(

Lets make the good times last!!!! (*hug*)

[nodoubtjunkie]

I love everyone on EC. It just makes me sad that we might never meet in person. :(

Lets make the good times last!!!! (*hug*)

I love you too Ronnie!

And never say never, you never know what's going to happen as you turn a corner :D

[Z3ni]

Seeing all these members making friends makes me .... sad :dry:

[Starlight]

Seeing all these members making friends makes me .... sad :dry:

Don't be sad, we are all friendly here (so I've been told), just start up a conversation someones wall and go from there :D

[Anonymous]

I wanna run away from home and live by myself, I feel like .. living a daily routine is too much pressure..

[nodoubtjunkie]

Seeing all these members making friends makes me .... sad :dry:

You know, it's totally cool to just leave somebody a Wall message just saying 'hi, how are you?' or something equally as simple, we're all friendly people, we won't bite, i promise =)

[Anonymous]

Seeing all these members making friends makes me .... sad :dry:

You know, it's totally cool to just leave somebody a Wall message just saying 'hi, how are you?' or something equally as simple, we're all friendly people, we won't bite, i promise =)

I am so about to steal this from alot of members but we of course we don't bite..... unless you want us to :D

[Ronnie92]

I swear that box is evil that was me

[Lexington]

>>>I frequently check the "Think about you" thread as well as the various EC crushes threads to see if someone has posted my name.

Dude(tte), I run SEARCHES for my name to see what comes up. :)

Lex

[Anonymous]

i feel stupid for being myself today. uhg, people sometimes...

[biisme]

i feel stupid for being myself today. uhg, people sometimes...

(*hug*)

[Anonymous]

I've been sad and lonely for the past five years of my life.

I've asked for help. People said they would help. They never have.

I'm giving up on ever being me again.

[biisme]

I've been sad and lonely for the past five years of my life.

I've asked for help. People said they would help. They never have.

I'm giving up on ever being me again.

I'm sorry. (*hug*)

Please don't give up you. Please.

What help are you asking for?

[Anonymous]

I've been sad and lonely for the past five years of my life.

I've asked for help. People said they would help. They never have.

I'm giving up on ever being me again.

I'm sorry. (*hug*)

Please don't give up you. Please.

What help are you asking for?

Not give up as in suicide just, resolve.

Therapy, support, advice. Just someone who will look at me and ask me what is wrong and then listen to what I have to say.

[biisme]

Not give up as in suicide just, resolve.

Therapy, support, advice. Just someone who will look at me and ask me what is wrong and then listen to what I have to say.

I didn't think you meant suicide, but giving up on yorself is bad too.

I'm asking what's wrong. What's wrong.

Feel free to PM me or any of the staff. We WANT to talk to you.

[Anonymous]

>>>I frequently check the "Think about you" thread as well as the various EC crushes threads to see if someone has posted my name.

Dude(tte), I run SEARCHES for my name to see what comes up. :)

Lex

Lex, that was the bestest idea I've heard of in a long time
omg.. the memmories.. :D *is infatuated with EC for a short while*

[Anonymous]

I'm happy and that like never happens.

[Anonymous]

I think pirateninja/holly is cute.

Me too :D
But then again, I don't really keep it a secret :p
Holly is very cute :D
And shexy :p

Holly is very cute. ;) Especially in a hat.

*hits the red box*

:eek: Where the hell did this all come from? Ah well.... it doesn't really matter :D You guys have all just made me blush... and made my day :D


Me too. But I don't have the courage to talk to her, even over the internet... -facepalm-

Am I that scary? RAWR :grin: You can just PM a hello if you want. Like Janvier said, I won't bite.... unless you want me to :icon_wink

I started it.

[ColbieMarie]

I have this strange crush/attraction on a woman I work with. But there are many things that make this so awkward. :icon_redf

She's 14 years older than me
She is kindof my boss
She's been with her partner/gf for 10 years
She was my PE teacher back in the 8th grade

[Anonymous]

she just wants to be friends. :icon_sad:

[Anonymous]

im tired of being lonely i just want to say forget it and my life sucks.....

[Anonymous]

I've got to admit, anyone who writes on my profile I secretly begin to fall in love with. :grin:

[Anonymous]

I feel loved.

[pirateninja]

Me too :D
But then again, I don't really keep it a secret :p
Holly is very cute :D
And shexy :p

Holly is very cute. ;) Especially in a hat.

*hits the red box*

:eek: Where the hell did this all come from? Ah well.... it doesn't really matter :D You guys have all just made me blush... and made my day :D


Me too. But I don't have the courage to talk to her, even over the internet... -facepalm-

Am I that scary? RAWR :grin: You can just PM a hello if you want. Like Janvier said, I won't bite.... unless you want me to :icon_wink

I started it.

And I reeeeeeeaaaally am curious aboot who you are nao :D

And completely and utterly in your debt for making my day just that little bit brighter :D

[nodoubtjunkie]

Holly is very cute. ;) Especially in a hat.

*hits the red box*

:eek: Where the hell did this all come from? Ah well.... it doesn't really matter :D You guys have all just made me blush... and made my day :D


Me too. But I don't have the courage to talk to her, even over the internet... -facepalm-

Am I that scary? RAWR :grin: You can just PM a hello if you want. Like Janvier said, I won't bite.... unless you want me to :icon_wink

I started it.

And I reeeeeeeaaaally am curious aboot who you are nao :D

And completely and utterly in your debt for making my day just that little bit brighter :D

Yeah, you totally need to give up your identity, purely for the fact that we could have a who hearts Holly more competition :D haha.

*rolls eyes* yeah, like you'd ever win....

Lol.

[Anonymous]

I like to punch things

[Loveless]

I don't trust politicians, whether your republican or democrat your both full of shit.

[Anonymous]

*hits the red box*

:eek: Where the hell did this all come from? Ah well.... it doesn't really matter :D You guys have all just made me blush... and made my day :D


Me too. But I don't have the courage to talk to her, even over the internet... -facepalm-

Am I that scary? RAWR :grin: You can just PM a hello if you want. Like Janvier said, I won't bite.... unless you want me to :icon_wink

I started it.

And I reeeeeeeaaaally am curious aboot who you are nao :D

And completely and utterly in your debt for making my day just that little bit brighter :D

Yeah, you totally need to give up your identity, purely for the fact that we could have a who hearts Holly more competition :D haha.

*rolls eyes* yeah, like you'd ever win....

Lol.

Nah, it's definitely more fun for me to not tell.
Hehee

[firecausesburns]

She's the only girl who's ever been interested in me, and I can't help but think she's the only girl who ever will be. So why can't I feel the same way about her? This might be the only chance I ever have.

[Lexington]

>>>She's the only girl who's ever been interested in me, and I can't help but think she's the only girl who ever will be. So why can't I feel the same way about her? This might be the only chance I ever have.

You're 18. Trust me, it ain't. :)

Lex

[jazzrawr]

I have a (internet) crush on jazzrawr and I don't know her at all...
I also have a crush on someone who I haven't seen since last school year, and even then, I only knew her name, she would have no reason to know mine, and I only saw her once a day...

Ah don't bite, you know. You could always get to know me :D
PM me anytime, I love to talk randomly. <3 :)

[Anonymous]

I have this strange crush/attraction on a woman I work with. But there are many things that make this so awkward. :icon_redf

She's 14 years older than me
She is kindof my boss
She's been with her partner/gf for 10 years
She was my PE teacher back in the 8th grade


I'm really sorry but I can't help but find it a tiny bit funny that she was your PE teacher. :lol:

I don't mean any offense, btw.

[jazzrawr]

I frequently check the "Think about you" thread as well as the various EC crushes threads to see if someone has posted my name.

Bahaha, I'm so lame :D

I do the same thing! XD
It's nice to know youre thought about ^.^

I love everyone on EC. It just makes me sad that we might never meet in person. :(

Lets make the good times last!!!! (*hug*)

I love you too Ronnie!

And never say never, you never know what's going to happen as you turn a corner :D

Awww, I love everyone here too!!!
I'm planning to move to england when I'm older Marie, so I will find you eventually. XD (That sounded wierder than intended. IT WAS MEANT IN THE BEST POSSIBLE WAY. XD)

[ColbieMarie]

I have this strange crush/attraction on a woman I work with. But there are many things that make this so awkward. :icon_redf

She's 14 years older than me
She is kindof my boss
She's been with her partner/gf for 10 years
She was my PE teacher back in the 8th grade


I'm really sorry but I can't help but find it a tiny bit funny that she was your PE teacher. :lol:

I don't mean any offense, btw.

Don't worry.

I think it's REALLY weird too.
It was only for one semester tho (not like that makes it better or anything)

I feel really awkward whenever we're working and my mind goes places where it shouldn't (especially because there are always 13 mentally challenged junior high kids around)

[Anonymous]

I feel like no one ever feels close to me- even though I rely on them far too much than is good for me.

[Anonymous]

I'm normally not into this, but I got a new gel bra this week and it's super cool. It makes me sad that no one will ever see it but me. Because it is really cute.

[Anonymous]

My parents split up when I was a baby, I'm now 19. My mom has never dated (that I know of). My "dad" has never been a part of my life (he likes to visit me and my brother once every 3-4 years and buy our love, it's really stupid).

Sometimes I think that my lack of father figure, and watching my mother be alone my entire life has screwed me up.

I've always been afraid to be in a relationship with a guy and I'm not sure if that's because I'm actually a lesbian or because I'm afraid of men because I haven't had a positive man in my life.

Maybe if I would have had an actual dad, or father figure, I would be straight, or at least not afraid to be in a relationship, because I honestly cannot see myself in a relationship, ever.

[Anonymous]

My mom smoked while she was pregnant with me. Sometimes I wonder if that had anything to do with it.

[pirateninja]

My mom had a car crash when she was pregnant with me. By some guy who hit the accelarator instead of the brake. :dry: She claims that it just meant the engine fell on her lap and it caused no complications. But it didn't stop me wondering if THAT had something to do with it.


Nah, it's definitely more fun for me to not tell.
Hehee

Ooooh, you're such a tease! :D :icon_wink

[Anonymous]

if we were chatting about the same girl last night,then yeah i was looking at her too
for some crazzzzy reason she thinks i'm hot
i'm scared i'll mess it up when it comes to the chit chat:tears:

[nodoubtjunkie]

I frequently check the "Think about you" thread as well as the various EC crushes threads to see if someone has posted my name.

Bahaha, I'm so lame :D

I do the same thing! XD
It's nice to know youre thought about ^.^

I love everyone on EC. It just makes me sad that we might never meet in person. :(

Lets make the good times last!!!! (*hug*)

I love you too Ronnie!

And never say never, you never know what's going to happen as you turn a corner :D

Awww, I love everyone here too!!!
I'm planning to move to england when I'm older Marie, so I will find you eventually. XD (That sounded wierder than intended. IT WAS MEANT IN THE BEST POSSIBLE WAY. XD)

Yey! You can come and stay with Meeeee!!
And me and Lauren still have md plans to go to Canada after 6th form lol, We've planned this trip since we were like, 14 lol.
And I'd be proud to have you as my Weird Stalker Jazzie :D

[Derek the Wolf]

I'm scared that when I leave to go to college I'm never gonna see Brad again.
And I'm scared that I'll never love anyone like I loved him.
And I'm scared that I'll carry so many scars from my childhood I'll never be able to become the person I want to be.
But most of all I'm scared that if I do fall in love again, I won't be loved back.

[Anonymous]

My mom had a car crash when she was pregnant with me. By some guy who hit the accelarator instead of the brake. :dry: She claims that it just meant the engine fell on her lap and it caused no complications. But it didn't stop me wondering if THAT had something to do with it.


Nah, it's definitely more fun for me to not tell.
Hehee

Ooooh, you're such a tease! :D :icon_wink

I know....

Sorry

[pirateninja]

My mom had a car crash when she was pregnant with me. By some guy who hit the accelarator instead of the brake. :dry: She claims that it just meant the engine fell on her lap and it caused no complications. But it didn't stop me wondering if THAT had something to do with it.


Nah, it's definitely more fun for me to not tell.
Hehee

Ooooh, you're such a tease! :D :icon_wink

I know....

Sorry

It's a good thing I like it then, eh? :icon_wink

[Asteroid]

I'm scared that when I leave to go to college I'm never gonna see Brad again.
And I'm scared that I'll never love anyone like I loved him.
And I'm scared that I'll carry so many scars from my childhood I'll never be able to become the person I want to be.
But most of all I'm scared that if I do fall in love again, I won't be loved back.

Hi Derek! Moving away for college can be tough and difficult but remember that you will get to know new people and will make new friends. Even though Brad has not the same feelings for you, remember that he is till your friend (and perhaps even your best friend). When the time comes to go off to college, I am sure you will still come back for visits and see him and talk about the good old times. It's hard, but as you will get to know new people and make new friends you will be able to move on.

Love is a powerful and scary thing at times. You will find someone with whom you will fall in love with and who will love you back. You will find someone who will care about you as much as you care about him. There are going to be bad but also good experiences. But remember that all of these experiences will allow you to become a stronger and better person.

As you go through life and experience different things, you will become the person you want to be because you will make decisions that you find to be in your best interest. While making these decisions you essentially tell yourself that this is what I want to be and this is who I am. Your childhood experiences will perhaps inform to some extent your future decision, but these decisions can be the complete opposite from your childhood experience. Take life as it comes and learn from it....

I hope this helps a bit.

[Anonymous]

Whenever someone drunk talks to me, I completely ignore the person, and I don't care if it's my best friend or whoever.

[Midnight Angel]

My parents split up when I was a baby, I'm now 19. My mom has never dated (that I know of). My "dad" has never been a part of my life (he likes to visit me and my brother once every 3-4 years and buy our love, it's really stupid).

Sometimes I think that my lack of father figure, and watching my mother be alone my entire life has screwed me up.

I've always been afraid to be in a relationship with a guy and I'm not sure if that's because I'm actually a lesbian or because I'm afraid of men because I haven't had a positive man in my life.

Maybe if I would have had an actual dad, or father figure, I would be straight, or at least not afraid to be in a relationship, because I honestly cannot see myself in a relationship, ever.

Me too. I've always wondered that maybe if I had a father figure I would be normal and straight. But I think only having my mother is the greatest gift I could have ever received. Because seeing her raise me and my sister, pay a mortgage, pay her bills on time, and maintain a job all at the same time gave me the greatest role model a man could ask for. Seeing her do all this by herself gave me the greatest sense of independence and showed me that you don't need anyone to help you through life. She showed me independence to the highest degree and I'm so thankful she passed it on to me. I do know how you feel about relationships though. It's not that I can't see myself in one, but I think they're arbitrary. They're not really necessary to my overall wellbeing, but more of a bonus. Don't despair though, there are others who know exactly how you feel.(*hug*)

[Anonymous]

My mom had a car crash when she was pregnant with me. By some guy who hit the accelarator instead of the brake. :dry: She claims that it just meant the engine fell on her lap and it caused no complications. But it didn't stop me wondering if THAT had something to do with it.


Nah, it's definitely more fun for me to not tell.
Hehee

Ooooh, you're such a tease! :D :icon_wink

I know....

Sorry

It's a good thing I like it then, eh? :icon_wink

I think in a couple days I will reveal to you my identity.
It is fun being a mystery.

[Anonymous]

sometimes i wish i didn't have such a large family. makes it scary to tell any of them anything, especialy since they love to gossip...

[Ronnie92]

sometimes i wish i didn't have such a large family. makes it scary to tell any of them anything, especialy since they love to gossip...

I feel the same way, especially since my mothers side of the family hates me and me immediate family. But I still have faith it will work out right. Hopefully....

[Anonymous]

My mom just told me that she wouldn't be okay with a gay child.....

Guess I won't be telling her anytime soon.

[biisme]

My mom just told me that she wouldn't be okay with a gay child.....

Guess I won't be telling her anytime soon.

(*hug*) (*hug*) (*hug*)

[Anonymous]

My mom just told me that she wouldn't be okay with a gay child.....

Guess I won't be telling her anytime soon.

ouch I think my mom would be fine

[Anonymous]

My mom just told me that she wouldn't be okay with a gay child.....

Guess I won't be telling her anytime soon.

ouch I think my mom would be fine

That's what I thought. She's just fine with other people being gay, just not her kids. She had a dream that my brother came out to her (he's definitely straight) and she was just soo worried that she couldn't have grandkids. She told me she probably wouldn't be ok with it if either of her kids were gay.

[Anonymous]

I just had the best sex of my life with a guy who could be my father. It was totally casual, I'm 99% sure I won't see him again.

Now I want a decent boyfriend, more of my own age.

[Miaplacidus]

I am a slut. It's official.

I had sex with two different guys within 24 hours and didn't really find either of them too hot :(

[Wander]

In real life, I'm a person of extremely few words. I almost never initiate a conversation, and when someone tries speaking to me, unless I'm interested in what they have to say, I answer as briefly as possible. My dad has told me that my one-word answers are "spooky", and my grandmother actually told me that I should lie and pretend to be interested for the purpose of carrying a conversation. I'm not sure they realize that this is just who I am.

[Ronnie92]

I am a slut. It's official.

I had sex with two different guys within 24 hours and didn't really find either of them too hot :(

You aren't a slut Fred, I don't know what to say to you about it but you have my support. (*hug*)(*hug*)(*hug*)(*hug*)(*hug*)

[Anonymous]

I met someone online a few weeks ago. We have talked on the the phone a few times and emailed each other quite a bit. He is so sweet and sexy. I think I have fallen for him. I can not wait for our first date.

[Anonymous]

^^ thats awesome XD
I'm happy for you :D

[Anonymous]

I met someone online a few weeks ago. We have talked on the the phone a few times and emailed each other quite a bit. He is so sweet and sexy. I think I have fallen for him. I can not wait for our first date.

Be careful though :) and keep safe

[Anonymous]

^^ thats awesome XD
I'm happy for you :D

Thanks!.

I plan to be careful. I bought condoms just in case. :icon_bigg

[Anonymous]

^^ thats awesome XD
I'm happy for you :D

Thanks!.

I plan to be careful. I bought condoms just in case. :icon_bigg

Good! :D do you know if this guy is genuine? I mean, you're sure of his identity?

[Anonymous]

^^ thats awesome XD
I'm happy for you :D Me posting now :p

Thanks!.

I plan to be careful. I bought condoms just in case. :icon_bigg

Good job :D

Safety first :p

Hope everything goes well and you have a great time :D

[mattypants]

In real life, I'm a person of extremely few words. I almost never initiate a conversation, and when someone tries speaking to me, unless I'm interested in what they have to say, I answer as briefly as possible.

i share this characteristic. but i realised that when i find someone who gets me to answer longer than usual, it usually ends in us having a great relationship. ive turned it into a type of friend compatability test. 5 or more words out of my mouth and were good xD

[nodoubtjunkie]

Shania Twain gives me eargasms.

Seriously, the opening to 'Up' gives me chills.

[Derek the Wolf]

I'm scared that when I leave to go to college I'm never gonna see Brad again.
And I'm scared that I'll never love anyone like I loved him.
And I'm scared that I'll carry so many scars from my childhood I'll never be able to become the person I want to be.
But most of all I'm scared that if I do fall in love again, I won't be loved back.

Hi Derek! Moving away for college can be tough and difficult but remember that you will get to know new people and will make new friends. Even though Brad has not the same feelings for you, remember that he is till your friend (and perhaps even your best friend). When the time comes to go off to college, I am sure you will still come back for visits and see him and talk about the good old times. It's hard, but as you will get to know new people and make new friends you will be able to move on.

Love is a powerful and scary thing at times. You will find someone with whom you will fall in love with and who will love you back. You will find someone who will care about you as much as you care about him. There are going to be bad but also good experiences. But remember that all of these experiences will allow you to become a stronger and better person.

As you go through life and experience different things, you will become the person you want to be because you will make decisions that you find to be in your best interest. While making these decisions you essentially tell yourself that this is what I want to be and this is who I am. Your childhood experiences will perhaps inform to some extent your future decision, but these decisions can be the complete opposite from your childhood experience. Take life as it comes and learn from it....

I hope this helps a bit.

And THAT ladies and gentlemen is why Asteroid is on my list of heroes.

[Anonymous]

Between relationship problems, feeling very lonely, business going bad, family issues, health problems and the rest, I am thinking suicidal thoughts too often. Of course I am too chicken to carry it through, but sometimes I think a nice accident would be welcome. Trying to keep a happy face in front of the world does not make it easier. I guess :help: would be the right "smilie".

[nodoubtjunkie]

Between relationship problems, feeling very lonely, business going bad, family issues, health problems and the rest, I am thinking suicidal thoughts too often. Of course I am too chicken to carry it through, but sometimes I think a nice accident would be welcome. Trying to keep a happy face in front of the world does not make it easier. I guess :help: would be the right "smilie".

You can smile again, and you can be happy for the life you have, you just need to face the problems that are making you feel the way you do. And it's okay for you to feel like this, but you need to get your feelings out in the open, and slowly you will start to heal.
Whoever you are, we're all here behind you.
Feel free to PM me if you want to talk, or rant, or if i can help you :)

[Anonymous]

"Oh won't you just love me back?
Why can't you just love me back..."

[Anonymous]

You almost made me give up on my dreams because you disagreed with my outspoken views. You singlehandedly got to my mind and ruined the part of me that wanted to chase those dreams. You were a bully of sorts. And now that I'm older, and I realize you're just a pathetic peon who hates himself because he's nothing more than a junior high English teacher with aspirations of greatness. I realize my dreams are worth way more than you had me believe. I will make it, you will see. And when you're walking into Borders, pretentious swagger and smug smile intact, and see my name splashed across the books you told me I'd never be able to write, I hope that just for a second, you realize how pathetic you are.

(by the way, your poetry sucks.)

[Anonymous]

<sob> She says she loves me, but can't leave her husband yet. I'm just a fool to stick around, waiting for her to leave him. Really, stupid of me. What makes me think that she'll ever leave him, and if she does, why should I think that she wouldn't just leave me for someone else too? Infidelity tends to be a habit. What was I thinking in the first place getting involved with a married woman. Why the hell did she have to tell me that she's really gay and in love with me? We had a great friendship before, and now we've screwed it all up. We haven't committed adultery in the physical sense, but we definitely crossed the emotional barrier months ago. We've been trying to keep our distance, so we don't accidentally cross that physical barrier, but really we're just fooling ourselves. She told me yesterday that she can't talk to me at all anymore, she can't take the stress and the dishonesty anymore. No more phone calls, no IM, no text messages, no email, nothing. No contact at all. She's my best friend, we talk everyday, several times a day. What the hell am I supposed to do now? I'm not sure how many times since yesterday I've dropped to my knees crying. I'm a mess. What am I supposed to do? :tears:

[Wander]

In real life, I'm a person of extremely few words. I almost never initiate a conversation, and when someone tries speaking to me, unless I'm interested in what they have to say, I answer as briefly as possible.

i share this characteristic. but i realised that when i find someone who gets me to answer longer than usual, it usually ends in us having a great relationship. ive turned it into a type of friend compatability test. 5 or more words out of my mouth and were good xD

Same here. If someone can get me to talk, sincerely and at length, I mentally congratulate them. They've accomplished something.

[Nodnarb]

In real life, I'm a person of extremely few words. I almost never initiate a conversation, and when someone tries speaking to me, unless I'm interested in what they have to say, I answer as briefly as possible.

i share this characteristic. but i realised that when i find someone who gets me to answer longer than usual, it usually ends in us having a great relationship. ive turned it into a type of friend compatability test. 5 or more words out of my mouth and were good xD

Same here. If someone can get me to talk, sincerely and at length, I mentally congratulate them. They've accomplished something.

I'm like that too(sans the mental congratulations;)). I've found that all the people I'm friends with are people that got me to hold a conversation with them before I knew them very well.

It really bugs some people. One girl I know has decided to make it her goal in life to get me to say more than a dozen words to her at one time. She has actually done pretty well....

[Drizzt DoUrden]

I hate talking to my parents. I usually answer questions with "Yes," "No," "Sure," or "I don't care." I almost never just offer information to them. Unfortunately they don't realize that I talk to other people- just not them. I'm sure there's some psychology behind this, but I just don't care enough to find it.

[ColbieMarie]

I'm always afraid that I will fail out of college. I'm in my sophomore year and I've done alright, nothing great, mostly Bs, a couple Cs and a couple As. But I haven't even gotten to the hard classes yet. I'm also planning on getting my masters once i complete my undergrad, but I hate school so bad...

[Anonymous]

The first time the possibility that I might be bisexual came into my head was during class one day.
One girl was gave some of us anonymous surveys for her human sexuality class. It was mainly about role playing, but, the first question confused me.

Check the answer that describes you
Straight____ Bisexual____Gay_____

I left it blank and continued with the survey, which my answers were pretty boring because I have never role played (or done anything sexual for that matter). I finish the survey and I stared at that first question for a few minutes. I finally decide to check straight because she only gave the surveys to a few people in our class and I didn't want her to judge me. After I gave it back to her I wished that I had marked bisexual. That's when the real questioning started (too bad the questioning period hasn't ended, but I'm always unsure about most things so this is nothing different)

[Anonymous]

I hate talking to my parents. I usually answer questions with "Yes," "No," "Sure," or "I don't care." I almost never just offer information to them. Unfortunately they don't realize that I talk to other people- just not them. I'm sure there's some psychology behind this, but I just don't care enough to find it.

Me too, but mostly when they ask multiple questions in a row I just storm off like an idiot:/

[Anonymous]

I wish someone would be my lesbian experiment.

[Anonymous]

Mkay, secret time...

I have a major crush on Tez=P but I'm kinda... okay... REALLY nervous that another friend from EC will swoop in and grab him=[

and in other news
Micah scares me=O
Like, not a bad scared, but you know when you just get really intimidated by someone=P
yeh, he intimidates me>_<

[Anonymous]

my parents expect me to be their "normal" child b/c my siblings all have "issues". they've even said i'm the only one without problems. they make it really hard to talk to them.

My parents put the weight of the family on my shoulders and expect me to keep everyone together.

No wonder I'm on anti depressants.

[Anonymous]

My parents don't understand why i'm on anti-depressants.
They don't think i have any problems.


Why do i find it more comfortable to talk to a doctor than i do them?

Maybe because they don't judge me.
They don't expect me to be a cookie cut mould of perfection.
They understand sexuality is my choice, not theirs.

Maybe because they don't just shove my old cutting addiction under a rug,
They talk about the problems and have helped me deal.

Yeah.
They listen to me.

[Anonymous]

I hate talking to my parents. I usually answer questions with "Yes," "No," "Sure," or "I don't care." I almost never just offer information to them. Unfortunately they don't realize that I talk to other people- just not them.

i dont hate talking to my parents, but im getting there. its just they don't understand and they think they do which is profoundly frustrating. i find it easier talking with anyone else too.

[Anonymous]

I wish someone would be my lesbian experiment.

I so understand this. I'm sick of going to college parties and watching all the straight couples doing drunken hookups. I'm sick of how hard it is to meet gay girls. I really want a relationship, but casual dating/experimenting wouldn't be bad either. it's amazing how isolating it can be romantically to be gay on a college campus...

[Anonymous]

I wish someone would be my lesbian experiment.

I wish I would be someone's gay experiment. :confused:

[Anonymous]

The sound of people eating freaks me out.

[Ty]

Everybody at my school thinks i slept with someone whilst on holiday a few weeks ago.

Its quite funny actually, I think its hilarious :p The other day someone pranked me (anonymous number ofcourse) and was saying 'WOOOOOHHHHHH, DID YOU GET BUMMED TYRONEEEEEEEEEEEEE??'

I was just like, awww kkbbz x

[Anonymous]

I wish it wasnt so damn hard to find someone i could connect with on a profound level.

[Anonymous]

I want Ben's Man Babies :p

[Derek the Wolf]

I want Ben's Man Babies :p

Me too. :D

[Invisible]

I want Ben's Man Babies :p

I'd give you them if I knew who you are :grin:

I want Ben's Man Babies :p

Me too. :D

:lol:

[nodoubtjunkie]

I want Ben's Man Babies :p

I'd give you them if I knew who you are :grin:

Ben, THAT WAS MEEEEE!!!!!!!! lmao.

I want Ben's Man Babies :p

Me too. :D

:lol:

Hands off, they're mine, bitches *click click XD*

[Shebbs]

I want Ben's Man Babies :p


To late, I got to them first. :D

[Invisible]

I want Ben's Man Babies :p
Hands off, they're mine, bitches *click click XD*

I want Ben's Man Babies :p
To late, I got to them first. :D

:roflmao:

LOL there's plenty of man babies to go around xD

[Daniel]

I have a humongous crush on a member of EC.

[Anonymous]

I wish someone would be my lesbian experiment.

Me too.

[Anonymous]

Mkay, secret time...

I have a major crush on Tez=P but I'm kinda... okay... REALLY nervous that another friend from EC will swoop in and grab him=[

and in other news
Micah scares me=O
Like, not a bad scared, but you know when you just get really intimidated by someone=P
yeh, he intimidates me>_<

If you mean intimidates like he's so cool it's intimidating then me too.

[ColbieMarie]

I get offended when people ask if I'm Mormon.

[Anonymous]

On friday I lost my virginity to someone who has never called me beautiful.

I dont know who I hate more-myself for letting the wrong personality take over, or Him for being so insensitive all the time.

and I think multiple personality disorder....

[Anonymous]

I wish I could stop thinking about this whole thing. we hit it off so well, but I guess,knowing my luck, I sort of expected the "let's be friends" conversation all along. life's not fair. :p

[Anonymous]

I wish someone would be my lesbian experiment.

Me too.

Ah yes. I wished that too. Until it happened and I kinda fell for her. I realised that I really am bisexual. She realised that she liked guys.

Now I wish I could just meet someone who is interested in me.

[Anonymous]

I sweat more than most guys I know.

After working out, I'm drenched.

[Anonymous]

I sometimes daydream about screwing up everyones' expectations of me and doing something insanely radical. Like, destroying my life so I could then build it up again, the way I want it.

But...it's just a passing thought.

[Wander]

I sometimes daydream about screwing up everyones' expectations of me and doing something insanely radical. Like, destroying my life so I could then build it up again, the way I want it.

But...it's just a passing thought.

I will admit, I have thoughts like this sometimes.

[Anonymous]

I sweat more than most guys I know.

After working out, I'm drenched.

I sweat all the time. And I'm a somewhat petite, feminine girl, so I always feel uber awkward.

[Anonymous]

I feel like I can't take it anymore. Apparently I'm a horrible boyfriend. I thought I was doing pretty dang good. I guess not. I really hate myself right now.

[Anonymous]

I feel like I can't take it anymore. Apparently I'm a horrible boyfriend. I thought I was doing pretty dang good. I guess not. I really hate myself right now.

Hey, give it your all man. Everything you do is eventually appreciated. Don't give up, I know how much he loves you.

[ColbieMarie]

I want to be with someone physically so bag it's making me crazy!!

[Anonymous]

I usually lie about my life online to make it seem better than it is. T_T

[Anonymous]

I wish someone would be my lesbian experiment.

I so understand this. I'm sick of going to college parties and watching all the straight couples doing drunken hookups. I'm sick of how hard it is to meet gay girls. I really want a relationship, but casual dating/experimenting wouldn't be bad either. it's amazing how isolating it can be romantically to be gay on a college campus...

(OP)
I know!! It is SO ANNOYING!! lol. I mean, there's like 1 gay girl in my year and I *don't* fancy her, doesn't that just suck?!?! *sigh* Wish I could go to a gay bar and pick someone up, it'd be so much easier than trying to fall in love with the right people...

[firecausesburns]

I want to be with someone physically so bag it's making me crazy!!

Me too (*hug*) It gets lonely sometimes.

[heatqueen]

^Me 3. I'm so tired of being single... :(

[Anonymous]

for someone who supposedly loves me she spoke to me like absolute crap yesterday
it made me realise a hell of a lot of things

[Anonymous]

tension in our flat...disagreement over drugs
i feel like i cant do anything about it because none of the guys disapprove so its just me & the quiet girl :bang:

[Anonymous]

I want to be with someone physically so bag it's making me crazy!!

Me too (*hug*) It gets lonely sometimes.

Me three. I think I'll end up alone for the rest of my life and die alone:(.

[Anonymous]

I want to be with someone physically so bag it's making me crazy!!

Me too (*hug*) It gets lonely sometimes.

Me three. I think I'll end up alone for the rest of my life and die alone:(.

Naw, you girls WILL meet someone, I promise !

[Lexington]

>>>I sweat more than most guys I know.

I sweat like a pig. After doing a moderate exercise session (I wouldn't even call it a workout), I've sweated through my T-shirt. Both sides. From my neck to my waist. All of it. I've sweat through my shorts before...and yes, I'm wearing underwear. That's two layers worth. :)

Lex

[Lexington]

>>>I think I'll end up alone for the rest of my life and die alone.

I was in another gay website once, and found about six people bemoaning about how they couldn't find anyone to date. I finally said, "Hey, I've got a nutty idea." :)

Lex

[Anonymous]

I have a really big crush on pirateninja.

yes, i know this is another 'i love holly' post.

different person to the phantom poster from last week or so.

holly, you're stunning.

[pirateninja]

I have a really big crush on pirateninja.

yes, i know this is another 'i love holly' post.

different person to the phantom poster from last week or so.

holly, you're stunning.

:eek: WOW.

I honestly have nothing other to say than thank you :love: Seriously, have I done something different recently? Because I have no idea what sparked all these.

Thank you again :D You just made my night.

[Anonymous]

I have a really big crush on pirateninja.

yes, i know this is another 'i love holly' post.

different person to the phantom poster from last week or so.

holly, you're stunning.

:eek: WOW.

I honestly have nothing other to say than thank you :love: Seriously, have I done something different recently? Because I have no idea what sparked all these.

Thank you again :D You just made my night.

OP.

You're very welcome :)

[Anonymous]

I got a phone call today from somebody who I like. They said they loved me. :surprised

[pirateninja]

Sarah, I realise just how little I mean to you. But I don't mind, I can understand that you don't feel the same way. But I want you to know just how much you mean to me. I'll always be there for you, even if you've moved the other side of the country this time next year, I'd come hurtling down the motorway if you just needed a shoulder to cry on. I'll always be there to care for you, whenever, whatever. I will always have time for you.

I just wish you could say that you felt the same towards me. But even though you don't, it doesn't affect how I feel about you.

[Anonymous]

Sarah, I realise just how little I mean to you. But I don't mind, I can understand that you don't feel the same way. But I want you to know just how much you mean to me. I'll always be there for you, even if you've moved the other side of the country this time next year, I'd come hurtling down the motorway if you just needed a shoulder to cry on. I'll always be there to care for you, whenever, whatever. I will always have time for you.

I just wish you could say that you felt the same towards me. But even though you don't, it doesn't affect how I feel about you.

I wish I was Sarah.

[Anonymous]

AHHHHHHHH!!!!

I don't know how else to put it...

[Midnight Angel]

I have a really big crush on pirateninja.

yes, i know this is another 'i love holly' post.

different person to the phantom poster from last week or so.

holly, you're stunning.

:eek: WOW.

I honestly have nothing other to say than thank you :love: Seriously, have I done something different recently? Because I have no idea what sparked all these.

Thank you again :D You just made my night.

Aww we all love Holly <3 lol :D

[Anonymous]

Someone just abused his power to embarrass me T_T

[biisme]

Someone just abused his power to embarrass me T_T

(*hug*) (*hug*) (*hug*)

[Anonymous]

i have d.i.d, and today i found out ive lost an alter-me. it makes me sad and i want him back to feel complete again. ironic no?

[Anonymous]

I have a really big crush on pirateninja.

yes, i know this is another 'i love holly' post.

different person to the phantom poster from last week or so.

holly, you're stunning.

:eek: WOW.

I honestly have nothing other to say than thank you :love: Seriously, have I done something different recently? Because I have no idea what sparked all these.

Thank you again :D You just made my night.

Aww we all love Holly <3 lol :D

Yeah we all love Holly!! :D I want Holly's manbabehs!! LOL ;) holly ur cute..

[heatqueen]

^i Hate The Red Box!!

[Anonymous]

I just bought my first vibrator online. I feel strangely proud of myself.

[Janvier]

i have d.i.d, and today i found out ive lost an alter-me. it makes me sad and i want him back to feel complete again. ironic no?
D.I.D?
All I found was:
-diabète insulinodépendant
-Documents pour l’Intégration et le Développement
-Développement international Desjardins
-Direct Inward Dialing
I doubt it's any of those, is it D**** Identity Disorder? Or something like that?

Anyway, I get what you mean, there's different facets to my personality, 3 main ones and it just wouldn't be me anymore if I lost one.

[Wander]

Dissociative identity disorder

(I'm not the poster who has it, I just found the meaning of it)

[Janvier]

Thanks :)

[Anonymous]

i dont like gay people
i dont wanna tell my mates im gay for fear of losing them, but i feel by not telling them i am basing a relationship on a lie, and not telling them they dont know the real me.
i suffer in silence cos my problems are private.
im not outgrowing the whole gay angst as i thought i would
i dont like gay sex, its disgusting and physical gay intimacies disgust me, even though emotionally i am gay.
sometimes i hate myself in every aspect, but i smile and fake it and dont open up to people:help:

[Vic]

So yeah, I totally have an EC crush.

[Jim1454]

i dont like gay people
i dont wanna tell my mates im gay for fear of losing them, but i feel by not telling them i am basing a relationship on a lie, and not telling them they dont know the real me.
i suffer in silence cos my problems are private.
im not outgrowing the whole gay angst as i thought i would
i dont like gay sex, its disgusting and physical gay intimacies disgust me, even though emotionally i am gay.
sometimes i hate myself in every aspect, but i smile and fake it and dont open up to people:help:

That's a pretty crappy way to spend your life. While being gay isn't a choice, how you deal with it definitely IS a choice. Making a blanket statement like 'I don't like gay people' is A) insulting to most people here, and B) such a huge generalization that it is obviously a function of your attitude - because you haven't met every gay person in the world. Apparently you've met some bad ones.

Physical gay intimacy can be absolutely incredible. So again - it's your attitude about it, not the act itself - that is the problem. Perhaps counselling is something you should look into. Or, if this is all fairly new to you, just hang out here in EC. I defy you to hate gay people after you've spent some time with this wonderful bunch.

[Anonymous]

I'm trying to decide whether changing my orientation to Vagitarian would be deemed too inappropriate. Though it would be very funny.

[Anonymous]

I'm trying to decide whether changing my orientation to Vagitarian would be deemed too inappropriate. Though it would be very funny.

just think how gross it'll be for the NON-vagitarians!!
**shudders**

:lol:

[Anonymous]

I'm trying to decide whether changing my orientation to Vagitarian would be deemed too inappropriate. Though it would be very funny.

I bet it would be fine.

[Lexington]

Would I have to change mine to Megasoreass?

Lex

[pirateninja]

Oh definitely, Lex :D

Ah double dare ya.

[Anonymous]

So I'm really Quite and I dont like to voice my opinion very often and lately I feel like Im just going to explode and the smallest things are pissing me off and its not like everyone is pissing me off it just a few people that i really cant stand right now and i cant control myself when these fits of rage come. So Its like really scaring me and i dont know what to do to control the rage.

[jazzrawr]

I'm trying to decide whether changing my orientation to Vagitarian would be deemed too inappropriate. Though it would be very funny.

AHAHA
Vagitarian...
That one makes me laugh every time. XD
Even my mom laughed at that one. XD

[Anonymous]

I cuddle with my pillow every night pretending it's a guy, knowing that it will never happen with a real guy.

[epiphanies]

I cuddle with my pillow every night pretending it's a guy, knowing that it will never happen with a real guy.

Never say never, that's no fun.

PS- I cuddle with my pillows sometime too. Try getting a body pillow!

[Anonymous]

According to statistics 5-10% of the population is gay. That means in my class, other than myself, there should be 1-4 other gays. If campus has a population of 1000, there should be 49-99 others on campus. I know one other than myself.

If you look at the male:female ratio of the school (there's very few women), I should statistically have better chances than straight guys!

Why then, is it so freaking hard? Why do I still feel so isolated in this regard? Do I walk past that many people every day that feel the same as I do? Do they also wish they could say something but can't?

[Anonymous]

I don't know what to do.

There are changes I need to make, and I want to, but I can't get started. I don't know what is holding me back.

I wish one person would listen to what I feel, and not judge me. And not just realize how hard this is for me, and not try and force me to do it, but simply to listen and to hold me and to care. I want them to respect me even if I don't have the courage or the willpower to start. Because, knowing that respect is there, is all the help I need.

[Anonymous]

Sometimes I think that I'm trying too hard to be bisexual.
I think that as a middle-class-happychildhood-white woman, I am trying to identify with a minority that I don't really belong to.

[Anonymous]

I don't know what to do.

There are changes I need to make, and I want to, but I can't get started. I don't know what is holding me back.

I wish one person would listen to what I feel, and not judge me. And not just realize how hard this is for me, and not try and force me to do it, but simply to listen and to hold me and to care. I want them to respect me even if I don't have the courage or the willpower to start. Because, knowing that respect is there, is all the help I need.

Hi there! I am sure you can achieve your goal of making the changes that you need to make. Believe in yourself! Often fears and not knowing what will happen, will hold us back from making changes. But if you go slow at it, and try to change things slowly, it might not be a frighting and perhaps also manageable. Do you have a really good friend who you know will listen to you and not judge you?

If you need to talk or want to get started to deal with whatever you need to deal with, talk to us. We are here for you and we will not judge you. Maybe this will give you some courage to talk to others as well. Give it a try....

[Anonymous]

Sometimes I think that I'm trying too hard to be bisexual.
I think that as a middle-class-happychildhood-white woman, I am trying to identify with a minority that I don't really belong to.

Me too. I have some weird "internal battles" do I consider myself bisexual because I am trying to identify with this minority, but then I think about it and sometimes I think I'm more of a lesbian because I'm slightly disgusted by the penis (but I think I'd rather be with a guy than a girl).

I'm all sorts of confused. I guess I add to the stereotype of all bisexuals are confused.

[Asteroid]

I cuddle with my pillow every night pretending it's a guy, knowing that it will never happen with a real guy.

Hey there! In time, it will happen with a real guy. Never give up on that. What might help you in your search, try joining a GLBT group, or some activities that will allow you to get to know some new people. With time, you will find that guy with whom you will cuddle.

[Anonymous]

I wish that I could just take things as they are and learn to be happy with that and move forward, but I just can't. My mind constantly reads into my unsuccessful past along with every other little thing that shows up, adding layers upon layers of doubt and uneasiness upon me. It's not just difficult to be optimistic. It's practically impossible. Things have never gotten better in this aspect. It's only gotten worse. I feel much deeper each time, and end up sinking so much lower each time. This is a curse, a plague upon my very being. It will not allow me to hope for a brighter day in the future, or to accept it should such a day come.

[Anonymous]

I used to win races in sports day, I would always do the 100 or 200 and come near the top.
When I was 14, The teacher laughed at me and said I ran "like a girl" in front of everyone else. He then made me run around the field numerous times in front of everybody else until I started "running like a man".
I didn't change the way I ran and by the time he let me stop I was feeling sick and faint.
That was when I gave up the only sport I was good at.

[Anonymous]

Just found this thread - I'm a big fan of PS myself - so here's mine

Sometimes I hate myself for not living up to everything I was brought up to be.

[Anonymous]

I'm jealous of all my friends who are with someone - just because they have someone to come home to, someone to wake up with, someone to talk to.

[Anonymous]

she told me i was a manly dyke who has nobody & who cant be happy without her
i know the only bit of that that is true is that yes i'm a lesbian
but it still upset me that someone who once loved me could say something like that

[Anonymous]

i'm jealous of pirateninja

[Anonymous]

I cuddle with my pillow every night pretending it's a guy, knowing that it will never happen with a real guy.

Hey i do the same thing! lol

[Anonymous]

^_^

[Wander]

I cuddle with my pillow every night pretending it's a guy, knowing that it will never happen with a real guy.

Hey i do the same thing! lol

When I was a very young child, I did the same thing, except I pretended the pillow was a girl, and I was a little surprised when it didn't feel special at all. So I tried imagining it was a boy, and though "Huh...that's weird".

[ColbieMarie]

I'm attracted to guys (and girls) but the penis disgusts me.

[davo-man]

I have a crush on my closest straight mate...Funny thing is that he already knows I think he's hot, I've told him that it's a shame he's straight, and told my best friends about it...I really don't think he cares about stuff like that, he's incredibly cool like that :D

Anyway, I'm not gunna sit here gushing, cos I know nothing's going to come of it; however, I am sharing a house with him for a week in the summer time (can anyone say topless and boardies?), so I say I'm gunna enjoy the crush while I have it :D

[Anonymous]

As much I respect them, I sometimes find some members of these forums a little offensive.

[Anonymous]

The guy I want to date just sent me the sweetest email. I gave me the biggest :icon_bigg and made my morning.

[Anonymous]

The guy I want to date just sent me the sweetest email. I gave me the biggest :icon_bigg and made my morning.

It gave me the biggest :icon_bigg and made my morning.

[Anonymous]

I'm attracted to guys (and girls) but the penis disgusts me.

i like boys [and girls] too, but i find the vagina disgusting, and periods only make it more repulsive.

[Z3ni]

ALOT of gays like martin here and ALOT of gays say its personality 1st but.... they like martin because of his looks..

I know Im going to get some bad comments owell ^_^

[Martin]

ALOT of gays like martin here and ALOT of gays say its personality 1st but.... they like martin because of his looks..

I know Im going to get some bad comments owell ^_^

They probably say personality is the most important when talking about somebody they want to spend their life with. Chances are that nobody on here will like another member as a possible life partner, so it's difficult to apply the same logic to that. As it's an internet forum the only real thing you can base other members on is looks, as your personality on here can be whatever you want it to be. I think there are lots of good looking members on here who I like, but I don't look at any of them as being life partners or anything like that. Personality is still most important to me, but in this type of situation it's very difficult to learn their personality so you sort of jump to how they look when deciding if you think they're attractive or not.

That's how I see it anyway. I think members on here are attractive, but I still look at personality as being the number 1 in a life partner. I am just not on here to find a life partner so how I am attracted to other peeps can and will be different. :)

[nodoubtjunkie]

I just had to say goodbye to my Little Miss Sunshine, she's going to Prague for a week.
It's only been like, 10 minutes since we spoke, but I miss her like crazy because I know its going to be so long till I get to see her again.

:(

[Trumpetplyer23]

I have seen 3 out of the 4 girls I have ever had crushes take some of their clothes off.

One took her shirt off in gym class.

Another took her dress off in the middle of the band room.

The third one changed in front of me before a football game. Which involved taking her shirt off and walking around.

*warning, corny perverted joke coming* Wow, I'm like tequila. I just make girls' clothes fall off.

[Midnight Angel]

ALOT of gays like martin here and ALOT of gays say its personality 1st but.... they like martin because of his looks..

I know Im going to get some bad comments owell ^_^

Aww that's not true, I like Martin based on his personality :p

[Ronnie92]

I had a dream in which I lived an entire lifetime with an EC member..

It was great :D

[Anonymous]

I had a dream in which I lived an entire lifetime with an EC member..

It was great :D

Which member was it? :p

[Ronnie92]

I had a dream in which I lived an entire lifetime with an EC member..

It was great :D

Which member was it? :p

Thats for me to know, and for you to find out later :P

[Wander]

For about a week or two, I was on a huge lucid dreaming kick - trying to achieve a dream where one is conscious of dreaming, thus gaining control over the dream. I never managed to get one to happen, but I did get better at remembering my dreams.

[Anonymous]

I had a dream in which I lived an entire lifetime with an EC member..

It was great :D

Which member was it? :p

Thats for me to know, and for you to find out later :P

*looks at watch*

Now is later :p

[Anonymous]

For about a week or two, I was on a huge lucid dreaming kick - trying to achieve a dream where one is conscious of dreaming, thus gaining control over the dream. I never managed to get one to happen, but I did get better at remembering my dreams.

I've only had one lucid dream that I can remember, and it involved my crush, a matress and no clothing :P

[ColbieMarie]

I'm attracted to guys (and girls) but the penis disgusts me.

i like boys [and girls] too, but i find the vagina disgusting, and periods only make it more repulsive.

I agree, periods are pretty gross.

[Ronnie92]

I had a dream in which I lived an entire lifetime with an EC member..

It was great :D

Which member was it? :p

Thats for me to know, and for you to find out later :P

*looks at watch*

Now is later :p

I wont tell you who it is but I'l tell you a bit of it. We had two kids twins a boy and a girl. My sister was the surrogate, we named the boy after him and the girl's name was my choice. Still smiling after all day about it :D

[Anonymous]

i wish i was strong enough to come out to my friends

grr!

[Anonymous]

I'm attracted to guys (and girls) but the penis disgusts me.

Same. Except replace 'digusting' with 'hilarious'. I don't know what evolutionary advantage hideous genitalia provides, but it's sure good for some laughs.

My first sex-education video we had to watch involved penises flying through the air and then turning into noses. It was something to do with them all being different. In any case, whenever I see someone with a large nose, I automatically think 'penis-face'.

[Anonymous]

I thought giving up my virginity was what I needed to do in order to finally feel happy again with my partner.

the reality: it wasn't.my partner just never cuddles with me and what I really wanted was just to be held and feel loved. I was so hungry for that feeling that i was willing to do anything to try and get it.

but my partner still doesnt cuddle with me...
and I've learned that sex pretty much sucks when you cant communicate or you dont trust someone.

you didn't deserve my virginity, and now I want it back more than anything. Stop being so insensitive!

[Anonymous]

Many boys have liked me. But never has a girl liked me. I like this feeling quite a bit. (!)

[Anonymous]

My ex-girlfriend just got rushed to hospital after taking an overdose.

Her note said that it's my fault for not taking her back.

:tears:

[JBBB]

My ex-girlfriend just got rushed to hospital after taking an overdose.

Her note said that it's my fault for not taking her back.

:tears:

It is not your fault and do not think that! If you don't want to be with someone or don't have the love for them anymore, then why be with them?

She is the one who chose to take all the pills, You didn't make that choice for her!

While saying all of this, I do hope shes okay!

[Anonymous]

I agree, periods are pretty gross.

I actually don't find periods gross. I must be the only one in the world who doesn't mind them. How wierd I am :icon_sad:

[Anonymous]

My ex-girlfriend just got rushed to hospital after taking an overdose.

Her note said that it's my fault for not taking her back.

:tears:

It is not your fault and do not think that! If you don't want to be with someone or don't have the love for them anymore, then why be with them?

She is the one who chose to take all the pills, You didn't make that choice for her!

While saying all of this, I do hope shes okay!

Her mum says she's had her stomach pumped and will be just fine health-wise, but has to spend the night in hospital. And apparently she still says it's all my fault.

Thanks for your message of reassurance though :)

[JBBB]

My ex-girlfriend just got rushed to hospital after taking an overdose.

Her note said that it's my fault for not taking her back.

:tears:

It is not your fault and do not think that! If you don't want to be with someone or don't have the love for them anymore, then why be with them?

She is the one who chose to take all the pills, You didn't make that choice for her!

While saying all of this, I do hope shes okay!

Her mum says she's had her stomach pumped and will be just fine health-wise, but has to spend the night in hospital. And apparently she still says it's all my fault.

Thanks for your message of reassurance though :)

Good to hear she'll be okay! Hopefully when she comes out of the hospital she will realize it wasn't your fault!

Good Luck! (*hug*)

[EM68]

My ex-girlfriend just got rushed to hospital after taking an overdose.

Her note said that it's my fault for not taking her back.

:tears:

I am sorry to hear this. Remember it is not your fault at all. I hope she will be okay. (*hug*)

[Anonymous]

I think I may like her...but I don't know. Sometimes I think I develop crushes just because.

[biisme]

My ex-girlfriend just got rushed to hospital after taking an overdose.

Her note said that it's my fault for not taking her back.

:tears:

Don't ever begin to think that this is your fault. As everyone has already said, this is not your fault. It's a horrible event, but this was all her.

(*hug*)

[Derek the Wolf]

I have a crush on a guy named Matt at school. He's really cute, nice, funny, and we have similar interests. I don't know if he's gay or straight. I heard he's a bit homophobic though.
I've never wanted somebody all to myself more (physically speaking).

[nodoubtjunkie]

One of my secrets is now not a secret XD

You know who you are, and you know what the secret was :p

[jazzrawr]

I <3 Marie. *cuteface* :icon_redf

[Anonymous]

I <3 Marie. *cuteface* :icon_redf

And guess what?

I <3 Jazzie.

:icon_redf

[nodoubtjunkie]

Damned red box ^

I heart Jazzie :)