Woke up crying, almost got sick

[Anonymous]

I've been having trouble recently and i think i suffer from insomnia and today i woke up crying curled around the toilet for half an hour. It was horrible. Ive only just started feeling so bad since ive come to EC.
Crushes on guys don't help either. I feel so guilty. :tears: I hate this.

[InaRut]

Sounds pretty serious dude. You could be having anxieties about your new found homosexuality. I suggest you talk to someone....Even if it means outing yourself.

[Anonymous]

Whenever I feel anxious about something, I'm either beside the toilet or on it. Anxiety affects people in different ways and mine has always affected my stomach. You need to find ways to relieve your anxiety before it gets to that point. Do you excercise? Try taking a warm bath or doing some deep breathing. All these things can help.

What about EC has got you anxious? Are you relating to the people here more than you wanted to? Are you afraid somebody might catch you here?

[Urman]

Ec is here to support you... not to try do discourage you. What about ec makes you uncomfortable?

[Jim1454]

I'm sorry you feel that way. I found EC to be a great help when I was struggling to understand and accept my orientation. So hang in there. Talk to people about what's bothering you.

There's no reason for you to feel 'guilty' about anything. Give it time - you'll feel better about everything! I do.