I'm gonna lose it!

[Anonymous]

I'm seriously getting pissed off. I can't deal with so much freakin drama! Yesterday I had to deal with both my mom yelling at me and my friend who is so freakin uptight! It's driving me nuts. I'm close to kicking a freakin door in or make a dent in the wall. I CAN'T DEAL WITH ALL THIS $#!t. Yesterday I was close to almost killing myself. When my mom was yelling at me I was in my room under the covers crying and saying "Please I want to die. Please god just kill me." I said that over and over again and at one point I reached my hand out towards my ceiling. THERE IS ONLY SO MUCH THAT I CAN TAKE! Oh and my friend. My friend needs to get off their Fing high horse and loosen the #*&^ up. My friend is so uptight that if you shove a piece of coal up their ass in two weeks you would get a diamond. I know that is from a movie but it's true! MY OTHER FRIENDS AREN'T THIS FREAKIN UPTIGHT! It's like no matter what I say my friend gets annoyed by it. I shouldn't even talk at all. I should probably take a vow of silence. THE ONLY ADVICE I HAVE FOR MY FRIEND IS GET THE $%^* OFF YOUR HIGH HORSE AND LOOSIN THE ^&*% UP! AND STOP BEING SO FREAKIN UPTIGHT ABOUT EVERYTHING!:bang:

[Anonymous]

i'm sorry that you life is so stressful.

have you tried talking to this friend? and if they make you feel like this, even after you've told them, perhaps they're not a friend at all.

please don't kill yourself. we love you.

[Urman]

Trying to result to self conflict or death will not help the siltation at all.please take a look at the links below that may hep you.I know were you are coming from and i understand how sometimes you want to end everything but it is not worth it really think about it. All of the stress is not worth risking your life take a look at this thread from ec http://emptyclosets.com/forum/showthread.php?t=3726 also check out some of those links in that thread and the one's that i provided below

http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/
http://www.wikihow.com/Get-Rid-of-Anger
http://www.apa.org/topics/controlanger.html

[Latinokid]

I also want to kill myself. I cant take alot of things in life. I would kill myself right now if it wasnt for me being such a pussy and not liking pain. I've been thinking of advil overdose but if that fails it would give me livr problems and if i survive and i am healthy i will have problems and pain so i want a quik way to die. I hate the things that happen to me and im depressed. i was going to leave this post anon but im not guna hide who i am.

[Anonymous]

Thanks. Those links really helped.

[Urman]

I also want to kill myself. I cant take alot of things in life. I would kill myself right now if it wasnt for me being such a pussy and not liking pain. I've been thinking of advil overdose but if that fails it would give me livr problems and if i survive and i am healthy i will have problems and pain so i want a quik way to die. I hate the things that happen to me and im depressed. i was going to leave this post anon but im not guna hide who i am.

Take a look at some of those links that i posted up.I understand i really do but its not worth your life.

[Anonymous]

My friend did it again today. We were talking about certain videos we should check out on youtube and I said you should look up Elmo behind the scenes. And he(my friends a guy. SHOCKER!) turns to me and says "I'm not going to see it now because of it's irrelevence(sp?)". So I turned to him and said "how is it irrelevent? We're talking about certain videos we should watch on youtube. I mentioned one and you say it's irrelevent?" He didn't say anything he just looked out the window and had this little smirk on his face. Why does he do it only to me? He doesn't do this to any of our other friends. My mom says he does this because I'm safe. Because he knows that no matter how much he does this or gets angry with me that I'll forgive him and still be his friend. BS. TOTAL BS! If he keeps doing this I think I might end up smacking him. I've asked him why and he says because we've been friends for so long that it came to a point that it bugs him when I say certain things. WE HAVEN'T EVEN BEEN FRIENDS FOR A YEAR! AND HE'S KNOWN ALL OUR OTHER FRIENDS FOR AS LONG AS HE'S KNOWN ME. THIS IS NOT FAR. IT SERIOUSLY PISSES ME OFF. AND THIS STARTED LIKE TWO WEEKS AGO AND IT WON'T STOP. I AM THE :***: VERGE OF BURSTING INTO TEARS! I SHOULD JUST TAKE A VOW OF SILENCE AND NEVER SPEAK AGAIN! But then he'll probably get annoyed by that in a few weeks. What should I do? I can't take this anymore.

[Anonymous]

^^ I think you need to get a grip! If this person is so annoying and makes you so mad, why do you spend time with them? Life is too short to hang around with people that bug you.

But maybe you need to think about why you're so sensitive and easily frustrated. Are you having other challenges? Sounds like there is a lot going on in your life. Can you limit some of the things that are bothering you and focus on the stuff that is working for you right now?

[Urman]

Hmm you should really talk to your friend sit down with him and really try to explain to him/her that the thing that they are doing is making you upset and is hurting your friendship.

[Anonymous]

If your friend is nothing but pain in your ass, then why are you hanging around him anyways?

As for as your mom, I'm sorry to hear that but you know that we all get yelled at our mom at some point...so don't stress out about it too much:)