Thinking of suicide? Have you ever? Or just feeling super depressed?

[xxAngelOnFirexx]

suicide isn't so much self gratifacation but simple death, running away from all your troubles a sad attempt at escape. take it from me. one who faced death by there own hands and by accident of nature. its all something you want till you realize you might get it. then it turns to fear. suicide solves nothing but running away from your sorrows to hit death like a cement wall. of course you could spend your whole life escaping it only to run into it anyway. live your life. spit right in your sorrows face and say, "you know what i'm fucking sick of getting pushed around my you! i'm tough and instead of running away like you want, i'm gunno keep going! how do ya like that!?" and maically walk away, brush off your bruises and go . suicide solves nothing! so don't you even try. cause who knows maybe 40 years later when your loveing life you'll forget how you prayed for death adn get aids or cancer adn you'll be praying for life and the only response you'll get is, "you're getting what ya asked for!" death don't look so pretty now! just live it and don't complain the rest of us really dont enjoy the evils we get delt but even though they don't talk about it they experience it and thats life. you HAVE to deal with it. suicide is not an option. its not like answer E on a multiple choice exam! its not there! so you can't pick it as an answer! SO please stick around. You've got ALL of us to talk to! feeling down TALK about it. we're here it help. now thats one of the answers you can pick from

[Gamer am I]

That was beautiful Morgan. I wish I could have read that while I was considering suicide about a year ago. You really do have a way with words.

[InaRut]

I think about it. I picture it...but I don't think I'd ever do it.
I just want to know how I will grow up...I want to see myself truly fail before I comit suicide. So it's either to the top of the movie industries, being a recognized indie film maker, or being under a rocky bridge with my skull cracked open.

I can be quite dark at times O_O

[Anonymous]

This is to all that may feel down. From the calendar in my room, think of this when you're blue as inspiration:

"I take nothing for granted. I now have only good days or great days."

[Étoile]

That was me. I'm beginning to hate this already! LOL

[Anonymous]

suicide isn't so much self gratifacation but simple death, running away from all your troubles a sad attempt at escape. take it from me. one who faced death by there own hands and by accident of nature. its all something you want till you realize you might get it. then it turns to fear. suicide solves nothing but running away from your sorrows to hit death like a cement wall. of course you could spend your whole life escaping it only to run into it anyway. live your life. spit right in your sorrows face and say, "you know what i'm fucking sick of getting pushed around my you! i'm tough and instead of running away like you want, i'm gunno keep going! how do ya like that!?" and maically walk away, brush off your bruises and go . suicide solves nothing! so don't you even try. cause who knows maybe 40 years later when your loveing life you'll forget how you prayed for death adn get aids or cancer adn you'll be praying for life and the only response you'll get is, "you're getting what ya asked for!" death don't look so pretty now! just live it and don't complain the rest of us really dont enjoy the evils we get delt but even though they don't talk about it they experience it and thats life. you HAVE to deal with it. suicide is not an option. its not like answer E on a multiple choice exam! its not there! so you can't pick it as an answer! SO please stick around. You've got ALL of us to talk to! feeling down TALK about it. we're here it help. now thats one of the answers you can pick from

Nice..:thumbsup: But it womnt always work

[EthanS]

That was me.. :)

[Anonymous]

Nice..:thumbsup: But it womnt always work[/QUOTE]

won't work HOW? can you elaborate on that thought?

[xxAngelOnFirexx]

^that was me, forgot i set this anonymous...

[bvtsjm116]

Good post Morgan.

For a while I was thinking about suicide, wanted to do it, but I couldn't bring myself to do it. Damn human instinct to live. Anyways, I don't think I'd ever be able to kill myself anyways.

But I'm starting to get depressed again lately... I did good at going through life basically on 'autopilot' for a while and have no happy nor sad feelings. I hope I don't get really depressed again, cause I'm about to...

[Anonymous]

I wished for death too:icon_sad: , and even prayed to god to give me cancer or some disease to kill me, for i did not want to kill myself. God granted my wish, but not the death part. i was then diagnosed with Crohn's disease, which i now must struggle and suffer with it for the rest of my life:icon_sad: .

Do not wish for death, you may not get what you bargained for.

I now regret every time i wished for death. i also regret underestimating what people with diseases really go through. take it from me, do not commit suicide or wish for death.

[Katness]

For me, back when I was 12. That would have been easier said then done.

I had the knife. Was ready to get myself in the jugular after my first failed attempts. Till I realized what it could do to my family. At which point I decided that confronting my demons head on would be best. Even if I died on the inside as a result. At least I'd still be breathing and around.

If you want to read more about that. Then go to my blog in my profile in the homepage link. Which I started for people in similar positions and to put my opinions on certain things that stems from those experiences.

[Jim1454]

It's sad that people get to this point in their lives - where they don't see any any other options that make sense other than suicide. Because there ARE ALWAYS other options.

If you're in that place right now, and you're reading this, PLEASE get help from someone. Just becuase you can't see the althernatives, just because you can't imagine life being enjoyable again, just because you don't think anyone will miss you or that 'they' would be better off if you weren't around - DOESN'T MEAN THAT ANY OF THOSE THINGS ARE TRUE.

They aren't true - even if you don't believe it now, you will come to recognize it some day.

I did.

Thankfully I had someone to turn to on that very dark morning when I didn't see a future for myself. That was almost 1 year ago now, and not in my wildest dreams did I think that I could EVER be as happy as I am today. There is always hope. Don't let anyone - including yourself - tell you otherwise.

[Katness]

I agree with what Jim said.