It's happening again.

[Samus610]

I think I am falling in love with my gay friend again. I'll call him Y. You see we were just at one of our friend's house for his birthday. We were standing near the door waiting for Y's dad to pick us up and take me home. I was sorta of leaning on his chest, using it as a pillow because I was really tired, and then I looked at him and smiled. I soon noticed how close we were and I heard my friend's girlfriend say "Kiss eachother!" I then backed away and sat down on a set of stairs near the door, flipped her off and told her I had a boyfriend. But secretly I wanted to. Like really badly. But I don't know how to stop it. I don't want to fall in love with him again and feel hurt:tears: . What should I do? It's been happening on and off. It was like at that moment all I wanted to do was be alone with him and just kiss him, and for some weird reason I felt this energy coming from him saying he wanted to kiss me too. But I really love Jason. Is it because I don't see Jason as often as I would like to? Why is this happening? And what should I do to stop it?:help::help: :help: :help: :help:

[InaRut]

First off...I'm gonna take a guess a Y's name. Yuri?
Dang..

Anyways, welcome to the magical world of sex hungry horomnes. Because your at that magical age of 16 your gonna find it really easy to fall in love or, "Want somebody so bad." It happens to all of us. The closer you are (physically) with your friends the more you may find yourself wanting to be with that person.

Even happens to me from time to time (okay always) at the age of 18.

The best thing you can do. Is that let those desires go and pass. But if your finding the need to be with him strongly then perhaps you should try avoiding him physically. Don't be awkard about it but don't use him as a pillow either.

However, the alternative to this, and possibly a good solution is to simply talk to him about how you feel. Maybe hearing his say could help you.

:-) That's my advice.
Good luck

[Samus610]

Thanks.

[InaRut]

Your welcome. I hope that helps.