katmando
27th Jan 2008, 04:37 PM
A few nights ago I went out to dinner with my aunt. Anyway, I had a good time with her, but I bumped into a girl from high school I did not like and who I remember was pretty mean in school. Called me fag and such.
Actually I was looking over old classmates on myspace a few days ago and when I saw her I said to myself I hope I never run into her(just my luck eh???)
Since I was always worried so much about my voice sounding stero typically gay in high school my voice started to bother me some at dinner. Then I overheard a converation her(my former classmates) and her husband was having. And they were talking about some girl/guy who had a really raspy voice and they could not figure out or there friends could not figure out what sex(male/female) they were. That was pretty triggering.
I think what I am learning is this. The girl moved on with her and probably never thinks abut me. I need to keep moving on I never thought about her in specifically. I thought of just everyone who teased me in school. I only really thought about her recently because I saw her on myspace and bumped into her.
Anyway, its over with.
On to me. I have an interview with a major airline in about a week and a half as a flight attendant. I am excited. As I posted before the other job did not work. I am also on some new medication and lets hope these are more helpful
Thanks for all the support, past and present
Justin
Actually I was looking over old classmates on myspace a few days ago and when I saw her I said to myself I hope I never run into her(just my luck eh???)
Since I was always worried so much about my voice sounding stero typically gay in high school my voice started to bother me some at dinner. Then I overheard a converation her(my former classmates) and her husband was having. And they were talking about some girl/guy who had a really raspy voice and they could not figure out or there friends could not figure out what sex(male/female) they were. That was pretty triggering.
I think what I am learning is this. The girl moved on with her and probably never thinks abut me. I need to keep moving on I never thought about her in specifically. I thought of just everyone who teased me in school. I only really thought about her recently because I saw her on myspace and bumped into her.
Anyway, its over with.
On to me. I have an interview with a major airline in about a week and a half as a flight attendant. I am excited. As I posted before the other job did not work. I am also on some new medication and lets hope these are more helpful
Thanks for all the support, past and present
Justin