GunStarre
8th Feb 2008, 11:44 PM
I finally came out to my best friends. One on Thursday and the other today.
Basically, my friend wanted to have a "heart to heart" conversation with me on Wednesday, and I kind of avoided that, because I thought I wasn't ready at all to come out. Then, I promised we'll have this heart-to-heart tomorrow. Tomorrow happened, and I still couldn't say, so she told me she could just guess and see if it's right. Well, she only guessed once (which really is pathetic: everyone seems to know, at least from what my friends tell me). And yeah, Thursday was a really great day.
Then, I felt (sort of) confident about telling my other best friend after school today, and it was simply amazing. Even though I couldn't come out to her myself (my friend did it for me), I feel elevated - and it's so good.
Reflecting back from two days ago, after I come out, I realized that I'm considerably content with being gay. We talked about guys all day long (which is somewhat weird, but I'm getting used to it). And we had to go to this concert thing for my school, and I'm pretty certain I flirted with my crush today (10 POINTS! lol)
And yeah, basically, it's really good to have some part of myself out of that stupid closet. It's practically claustrophobic. :tantrum:
Basically, my friend wanted to have a "heart to heart" conversation with me on Wednesday, and I kind of avoided that, because I thought I wasn't ready at all to come out. Then, I promised we'll have this heart-to-heart tomorrow. Tomorrow happened, and I still couldn't say, so she told me she could just guess and see if it's right. Well, she only guessed once (which really is pathetic: everyone seems to know, at least from what my friends tell me). And yeah, Thursday was a really great day.
Then, I felt (sort of) confident about telling my other best friend after school today, and it was simply amazing. Even though I couldn't come out to her myself (my friend did it for me), I feel elevated - and it's so good.
Reflecting back from two days ago, after I come out, I realized that I'm considerably content with being gay. We talked about guys all day long (which is somewhat weird, but I'm getting used to it). And we had to go to this concert thing for my school, and I'm pretty certain I flirted with my crush today (10 POINTS! lol)
And yeah, basically, it's really good to have some part of myself out of that stupid closet. It's practically claustrophobic. :tantrum: