davo-man
25th Nov 2006, 06:59 AM
Hi everyone...im fairly new here and thought i would just write about my coming out experiences and my life in general (wasnt sure whether to put this in Introductions or in this thread)
I began to know that i was gay in Year 7...back then i thought i was just bi and i was pretty cool with it....ever since ive been little ive been a lot more like my sisters than my dad wanted me to...lets just say i would rather dance than go camping...this said, im not a full on queen...im just a city slicker who likes to party.
Anyway... in year seven i was in class with a HOOOOOT guy but of course i didnt do anything cos i didnt even know i was gay yet....i just knew that he was rather attractive......The next year i moved to high school and began to become friends with the popular crowd....i soon discovered that they didnt give a fuck about me and so i found a new group of friends...(yes this is moving the direction of coming outs...bear with me) These were some of the nicest people ive been friends with and some of the hottest.....
Moving on to year 9, i was put in a class with most of my friends and couple of people i didnt know including a guy (lets call hima alex)....Anyway, Alex is part of the pot smoking womanising group who would pay out homos. After a while i began to sit next to him in nearly every class and we became really quite good friends....but i was still intimidated by his friends so i couldnt ask him if he wanted to go to the movies or anyhting cos i thought they would call me homo or something. Our friendship got stronger....but we began to fool around and hit each other on the ass just for fun and stuff like that.....This became a bit more serious with him grabbing my crotch....(and lets say i didnt hesitate to reciprocate) ...time went on and one day he had a visible boner (he said it was because of the hot female teacher) and i "accidently" grabbed it...He didnt get all defensive either....anyway moving on. ......Ove rthis year and the next i developed a deep lust/crush on Alex but was still too afraid to do anything......
In year 10 my school organised a trip to europe which me and my friends went on...Alex didnt come....on this trip i came out to one of my best friends....and she was totally fine with it...turns out shes bi.....Spurred on by this, i came out to my other best friend....Anyway...The first person i told and i spent pretty much the entire trip gossiping about the hot guys in our year level and she thought that Alex was gay....so was happy bout that.....
Another part of the trip that you have to hear about is what happened on some of the nights...In a couple of the places there were communal showers and i was pretty excited bout this though of course no one else knew....one of my friends is a black belt karate guy so i was going to have my shower at the same time and let me tell you...his ass is to die for...his front aint too bad either....on another night i saw one of my other friend's erected dick.....god that was good......Getting back to the story....
That year was pretty crap after that because Alex became friends with someone else in the class so my time with him was limited...and the next year i was not in one of his classes...boo hoo....Later on i plucked up my courage and asked him to go see a movie with him....sat there the entire time not knowing what to do....it wasnt uncomfortable but i was just so nervous......after that ive asked him a couple of times to do somethign or come to my birthday party and he didnt reply......kinda feel a bit rejected....but he still says hi to me in the hallway and we still have conversations......
Ok so this year im in none of his classes and over this year i have come out to around 10 of my best friends and they are all fine with it (they're all girls incidently)....i havent come out to family tho....this year i was round one of friends places with a couple of girls and guys and we start playing strip poker....this is with the guy that i saw the erection of....he pulls down his pants cos he lost and im like :eusa_danc he is huge...im sitting there thinking i have to remember this for later and hes just flopping it around......heaven.........anyway...okay so this year is coming to an end and my plans for the futura are to come out to Alex and tell him how i feelat the graduation idnner and tell my parents on my 18th birthday....how does everyone feel bout that?
I began to know that i was gay in Year 7...back then i thought i was just bi and i was pretty cool with it....ever since ive been little ive been a lot more like my sisters than my dad wanted me to...lets just say i would rather dance than go camping...this said, im not a full on queen...im just a city slicker who likes to party.
Anyway... in year seven i was in class with a HOOOOOT guy but of course i didnt do anything cos i didnt even know i was gay yet....i just knew that he was rather attractive......The next year i moved to high school and began to become friends with the popular crowd....i soon discovered that they didnt give a fuck about me and so i found a new group of friends...(yes this is moving the direction of coming outs...bear with me) These were some of the nicest people ive been friends with and some of the hottest.....
Moving on to year 9, i was put in a class with most of my friends and couple of people i didnt know including a guy (lets call hima alex)....Anyway, Alex is part of the pot smoking womanising group who would pay out homos. After a while i began to sit next to him in nearly every class and we became really quite good friends....but i was still intimidated by his friends so i couldnt ask him if he wanted to go to the movies or anyhting cos i thought they would call me homo or something. Our friendship got stronger....but we began to fool around and hit each other on the ass just for fun and stuff like that.....This became a bit more serious with him grabbing my crotch....(and lets say i didnt hesitate to reciprocate) ...time went on and one day he had a visible boner (he said it was because of the hot female teacher) and i "accidently" grabbed it...He didnt get all defensive either....anyway moving on. ......Ove rthis year and the next i developed a deep lust/crush on Alex but was still too afraid to do anything......
In year 10 my school organised a trip to europe which me and my friends went on...Alex didnt come....on this trip i came out to one of my best friends....and she was totally fine with it...turns out shes bi.....Spurred on by this, i came out to my other best friend....Anyway...The first person i told and i spent pretty much the entire trip gossiping about the hot guys in our year level and she thought that Alex was gay....so was happy bout that.....
Another part of the trip that you have to hear about is what happened on some of the nights...In a couple of the places there were communal showers and i was pretty excited bout this though of course no one else knew....one of my friends is a black belt karate guy so i was going to have my shower at the same time and let me tell you...his ass is to die for...his front aint too bad either....on another night i saw one of my other friend's erected dick.....god that was good......Getting back to the story....
That year was pretty crap after that because Alex became friends with someone else in the class so my time with him was limited...and the next year i was not in one of his classes...boo hoo....Later on i plucked up my courage and asked him to go see a movie with him....sat there the entire time not knowing what to do....it wasnt uncomfortable but i was just so nervous......after that ive asked him a couple of times to do somethign or come to my birthday party and he didnt reply......kinda feel a bit rejected....but he still says hi to me in the hallway and we still have conversations......
Ok so this year im in none of his classes and over this year i have come out to around 10 of my best friends and they are all fine with it (they're all girls incidently)....i havent come out to family tho....this year i was round one of friends places with a couple of girls and guys and we start playing strip poker....this is with the guy that i saw the erection of....he pulls down his pants cos he lost and im like :eusa_danc he is huge...im sitting there thinking i have to remember this for later and hes just flopping it around......heaven.........anyway...okay so this year is coming to an end and my plans for the futura are to come out to Alex and tell him how i feelat the graduation idnner and tell my parents on my 18th birthday....how does everyone feel bout that?