Im relaxing from a long day, 2 hours of football in the morning than band an hour after and 2 hours in the pool, im good
Alright I guess. I'm sitting on my bedroom floor and derping around on EC while sipping on some gingerale.
I might have poisoned myself with Raid bug spray by spraying it all over my room and into my air conditioner... hmmmmmm. Otherwise pretty miserable ^,^
Not completely happy nor completely miserable. But not happy nor miserable. I guess I'm feeling a bit of indifference right now. Derping on EC waiting for ice cream cake.
I'm feeling lost and cynical. The world seems set on destroying itself, and everything in society seems stacked up against me getting out of bed, not to mention finding a life for myself. To make matters worse, my family is cutting me off from the outside world, and any feelings they have are for someone who never existed, and certainly doesn't anymore.