What Scares You The Most

Spiders, irrational fears, and illness.

 

Big Moths with Ruby Red Eyes :eek:

 

Creepypastas really freak me out as was discussed yesterday :lol:

I also hate octopeds; I have no idea why, I'm find with most insects and have happily let bees crawl all over my face in the past, but anything with eight legs just freaks the hell out of me. :eusa_doh:

 

I am afraid of growing old alone. I have bad dreams every now and then that Mike leaves me, or dies, or I loose him in a crowd. I always wake-up shaking with fear and sometimes crying. June

 

Being Ugly... Sadly that's a fear I face every day. D:

Other then that I am afraid of death itself, since I still don't know if god actually accepts gay's into heaven.. D:

 

i feel like i scare myself i mean ive had a hard life but the thing that scares me the most is him his eyes the way he looks at me the way he made me belive in love for me the way he kept me from the world the way he smiled and his dimples showed his laugh his body the scars he left i just dont know how to get rid of this fear

 

The EC staff........... Their always watching :eusa_shif

 

Bugs.

Last night at 4 AM this black buzzing thing crashed into me and fell onto my bed (eww!), I was so horrified. I tried to get it with a paper towel but it had like a hard shell on it and wouldn't die and it kept crawling and buzzing and ick, ick, ick....finally I just flushed it down the toilet, I think it didn't even die in the water, I hope it doesn't come back up the pipes. :eek:

I sprayed the bed with like a gallon of Lysol, but I still feel icky using the blanket the bug was crawling on.

Now all day today I'm feeling like things are crawling on me and hearing buzzing noises, I'm paranoid there's like a nest or something in my own room, it's the worst when there is a bug in my room, and thus I can't run to and hide in my room as an escape.

But I fear and hate all kinds of insects, bugs, spiders, etc. Upon seeing one I freeze up and start hyperventilating, I think I have a real phobia.

 

Horror movies horrify me, oblivion also scares me, disappointing my family and my friends, I fear eternal loneliness if I live on beyond this life... I fear loneliness.

 

Spiders and any other bugs (even butterflies).

 

I went through almost the same thing last night with a spider!!!! Except I ran to get the broom to kill it and came back and couldn't find it. So I put a towel under my door and slept on the couch. Been searching for it today. :dry:

 

My bedroom fan has recently decided to make a noise that sounds eerily similar to the static in Slender when the Slenderman gets you. I don't sleep well anymore.

 

Bills...

 

What scares me most is being trapped in a small space in the dark :'(

 

Dying alone .. That alone has been a nightmare like twice..

 

Oh are we doing serious fears? I thought it was just superficial stuff.

In that case, my biggest fear is Alzheimers/dementia.

 

What the future holds for me...

 

Arachnids (Spiders, Ticks, AND Scorpions) and Being Alone....

Also going crazy... I'm fragile as it is and I always worry that one day I'm just going to collapse...

 

:roflmao: I won't lie, sometimes it pops in my head. I love what they do and that they put work into EC...but they're always watching..:lol:

My #1 true fear is to die alone. No family, no friends, no loved one...just me. I sometimes lose sleep over that thought.