Sometimes I feel like a woman trapped in a man’s body. But its only like once a month. I never tell anyone because it’s something even I done understand. I don’t want a vagina or breasts but it sometimes feels like I have them. Sometimes I look at myself when I’m naked and I don’t see a penis, I see a vagina. I don’t want one but that’s what I see. Once a month it looks like a vagina instead of a penis. I sometimes feel like a woman because I’m just more bitchy compared to other boys and I feel like no one listens to me. I have a higher oestrogen level than most guys so I kinda think that makes me closer to female than male. I was in ER once and they counted a very very white cell count and that’s how I found out I have a high oestrogen level. Even if I was to disengage the infection I would still have a very high oestrogen level. To conclude I feel like a woman sometimes but I don’t want the items of the body that come with it e.g. breasts. I also wouldn’t mind a vagina but only because I hate getting boners in geometry class. I do not want to be a woman.
