Hi~ Thank you to everyone who has posted on my question. I know this sounds so mean but it made my day to know that I am not alone. I'll explain. My whole life, I've felt like some sort of outsider because most of my buddies seemed to have it together. Their most serious problems were homework and why they didn't seem to have a boyfriend yet. Being bi with many mental disorders I felt so distant and alone. :icon_sad: But since coming on here, I've met so many wonderful people who really showed me that it's okay to love either gender and that it does get better. While I may never be deemed "normal" I will say for the first time in years, I am happier with who I am. (!) So thanks everyone. (*hug*) And to all who have posted.... It will get better! Let's show the world what we can do! :icon_bigg :thewave!!):eusa_danc:goodluck::love::music:ride: