So last weekend I decided to change my "Interested In..." Status to men. Nobody mentioned anything about it so either they didn't know or they did know but didn't really care... On Tuesday I went on camp with people from my grade. We went rafting the first day and I was able to check out all those hot guys while they were changing (80 percent of the guys already have six packs ) I shared a room with 6 absolutely straight guys and listened to their conversations about vaginas and dick sizes and boobes the whole night. 2 of them were talking to their girlfriends on the phone at 4 in the morning! So that night before going to bed, I went to the room which was dark and had swinging beds where everyone was socialising and making out. I stayed for a bit and decided to talk to people. Since it was dark, I had the chance to touch cute guys' faces ask them who were they even though I already knew. I called my close friends outside to go in the room because I was going to announce something. Me: "Hey everyone! I have something to say." People: "Shhhhhh shut up! He has something to say!" Me: "So... Umm how do I say this?" People: "Just say it!" "Shout it out loud!" Me: *awkward 20 seconds of silence* People: "Just do it!" Me: "I'm gay." People: "OMG really?" "I'm so proud of you!" *hugs* Everyone was literally clapping and cheering like there was no tomorrow, it felt like it wasn't going to stop. Surprisingly, one guy said that he didn't see it coming. But others were like "are you serious?" To him haha... People have been so accepting and friendly I couldn't even dream of this happening. Although a few people do one or two harmless comments while they walk past, I'm finally free and happy to be myself around everyone at school. It just feels so good to have everyone know. I was shocked by the reaction of people because everything seemed surreal. I am not scared of being myself anymore! So yeah! I can talk about hot guys in front of people! The day after, we went hiking for 6 hours and the response was so good. We also had a very good view on top of the mountain. I also think that the new blond Norwegian guy looks pretty cute Eating my sandwich on top of a mountain is the best thing ever since I was extremely tired and I got to eat with the hot guys Just some bad news: my long distance bf has dissapeared for 12 days and I have no idea on what's happening and I'm super worried. I don't know if he's ignoring me...
:eusa_clap If there was a "jumping for joy" smiley, I'd use it. Congrats! I can almost see the scene in my head. About your boyfriend, he could be too stressed to talk; I did that (though regretted being such a downer later =P ) when I was in a long-distancer. 12 days seems like quite the time though; tried calling him when you know he's awake?
