First in response to the title, I am not killing myself, but after a post I made anonymously (and some fun visits from the police) I have decided to more or less stop socializing all together. I've been enjoying it, especially considering I would get really depressed over having no friends. This is probably the best time to mention the New Zealand Police and the GCSB are probably reading this, so I won't get into deep details. But I felt it necessary that I needed to say farewell to the only forum I ever really got into. I'll still be reading over the forum, every once in a while, and maybe, MAYBE a post like, once ever two months, but aside from that, I am more or less disappearing. After the whole incident, I really lost interest in politics and, being in New Zealand realized that I had no real problems (sexuality wise). I don't care for LGBT communities as I don't believe that communities based off of traits you are born with should exist, its like making a "Living Humans Society". So with that, farewell. P.S Owen is best admin.
Sorry about your departure, OP. I think the forum is a resource and a great place to talk things out, get advice, and discuss concerns and difficulties. I sometime think what you think - that it is a common trait, yet so many other things splice and dice society, including GLBT society. By this, I mean the cliques within the community created by different typologies. I tend to get along better with people more like myself and, whether straight, gay, or bi, that chemistry is best with people I sort of met by chance or through school and work rather than through a function or event.