New Year Goals ?

Continue on the path I'm on. Help people, don't become selfish, and finish what I've started (college and such things).

 

Ho boy. There's a lot of them:

-Finish this giant paper that all third-year students in my program have to write independently. It's due at the end of March and I have been slacking so badly.
-Be more efficient with and protective of my time.
-Come out to at least one person in my grad program.
-Get in better shape, improving both diet and exercise.
-Revisit the conversation with my parents (esp. mom) about my sexual orientation rather than let them continue to pretend that it never happened.
-Do, uh, stuff with people. I'll just leave it at that since I don't want to get :***:
-And I'm still going back and forth about this one, but get back into therapy. I haven't been regularly in about four years. I'm happier with myself than I've been maybe ever, but part of being happy now means that I can start to break new ground, and that's scary. I need to build up my self-confidence so that I can push forward.

 

Mine will be to get into College. I also want to come out. But try to spend more quality time with my sister too. We don't get along but I wanna try to make sure were still on speaking terms when I leave for college.

 

It's sad, but what I wanna do is just not be single. I try no to care about relationships and all that as much as I do, but I'm terribly lonely! Well, whenever I do find someone, I just hope it's not yet another loser boyfriend. Like all of my relationships have been...

 

My goal is to cut down on my caffeine intake. Right now, I'm at about 450mg..which is in no way healthy..

 

I have a few

- Lose fat and gain some muscle
- Make the JV team next year(I was cut this year)
- Try to spend some more time with my grandfather
- Become more independent
- Get a Job
- Study more

 

Get a job! Make some money! Stop being so bucking poor all the time!

 

Wow not an easy task to come up with my list:

--Lose weight. I've recently lost about 15 pounds so I want to stay on track.
--Get motivation for working out, not necessarily at a gym but at least being active
--Get my own apartment.
--Get a new job. I quit my old one to move to NYC for grad school, but man is this city expensive. Gonna need something to help!
--Begin growing more and more comfortable with my identity in hopes of coming out to my family and friends. Before I come out I'm going to need some time to grow within this new identity.
--get a man...and the stuff that usually follows. Doesn't have to be super serious, but it needs to not be super casual.

hmm...not as bad as I thought it would be.

 

I need to get off caffeine and stop drinking pop.

 

Lets seeeeee...

Drop a couple of dress sizes :3
Get a boyfriend/girlfriend
Read more
Finish writing at least one book w/ illustrations

 

Hmmmm. I have a few.
1. Lose a couple inches.
2. Come out to my parents
3. Get through the stack of books I have sitting in the corner.
4. Meet other LGBTQ people
5. Possibly get a girlfriend
6. GET A JOB!!!!

 

A different zip code and area code. As the line in the Midnight Cowboy theme song, Everybody's Talkin' says, "I'm going to where the weather suits my clothes".

 

Here are my major ones:
-Come out to at least one person
-Maintain a place in the top 10 in my high school class (academically)
-Get looked at by college scouts (for soccer)

 

I might make it to stop smoking trees. I want a computer job

 

Get a boyfriend.

or

Get my crush to come out and have wild s...*cough*. Mind got side-tracked there a little.

 

Get rid of all my leftover schoolwork, make some new friends and have an awesome last semester before graduation, get back to skiing for real this time, work out as much as I can and further improve my diet. Come out to the rest of my family as well as some friends, which might happen before new years actually if I can build up some courage. What I'm most looking forward to though I think will be to try and meet some LGBT people that I can really connect with. Right now I feel so excluded.

 

1. To take my medications on time.

2. To lose weight completely and get all toned and delicious and fierce.

3. To get a job.

4. To sort stuff out.

5. To become an awakened being.

 

1. Come out to my grandparents and extended family.

2. Learn more songs to sing and play on the piano.

3. Resolve all my drama with people (which may include befriending a former bully).

4. Just... be better in general.