The plot twist (I'll explain why it's a plot twist) is that it's on this girl. From America. That I've met once. Basically she's a friend of a friend who got the chance to meet her because money. We met, it was fab and she was great. We never actually spoke much because I had to go to Germany during the time she was here. ;-; I follow her on tumblr and just kinda watch from afar. I'm scared because my attraction to females has always been sexual in the past. Now it's romantic and emotional too. Plus the fact that I have no idea if she even likes me and she's a whole continent away. Ahhhhh. :tears:
Yeah! It's earlier days, my friend. I actually feel kinda happy about it now?? It's a very unique feeling.
