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darkestknight · 2nd Jul 2008, 04:14 AM

Guys and girls,

Recently I found out myself... to be very much similar to me. Strange.

At once when I was 16, I once had a friend who I got pissed on him because of small things (ok, call me immature and very naiive because, I was only 16 at that time) and I hated his behaviour, so I didn't talk to him for a few months back, until when I reached 17. I was sorta like disgusted at his 'conformist' behaviour, very adamant and stuff like that.

Needless to say, I now discovered myself actually having almost the same attributes as him - partially conformist (not religion), overly practical, and demanding. There goes all my hating.

I believe that I have hated him because I'm having almost the same attributes as him. Oh well.

And also, I've dreaded my Numerical Methods lecturer as well 'cause he's teaching all his Maths in a sorta... classical Maths way (deriving equations, explaining things in his own background...) .

Then I also found out that, I like deriving equations, explaining terms in a non-layman way...

Oh how I loled at that.

Bryan90 · 2nd Jul 2008, 05:10 PM

Yes.. we all secretly hate ourselves... lol..

Beebo · 2nd Jul 2008, 06:38 PM

Check out the song Octavarium by Dream Theater. It is a very long song, but it is very relevant to this, and I think you'd love the song.

Trumpetplyer23 · 3rd Jul 2008, 05:37 AM

I used to secretly hate myself. I was a cocky, arrogant, smart-ass teenager a year ago. I don't know why I was that way, but after awhile, I decided it was time for a change.

Here I am today, and I don't hate myself

Hoppip · 3rd Jul 2008, 09:54 AM

I realized the same thing one day. I think, in my opinion, those we hate strongest are like us the most. Whether we realize it or not... Perhaps we hate them for the faults we wish we didn't have?

._.

I know that all the people I DESPISE are exactly like me. Maybe I just feel I should be the only one in that niche?

I dunno. But... congratulations on your epiphany. : D

2nd Jul 2008, 04:14 AM	#1
darkestknight Ik ben vandaag zo vrolijk! Full Member Gender: Male, XY Orientation: Men, men, and more men! Out Status: Almost out to everyone Location: Malaysia Posts: 526 Join Date: Jan 2008	Unfortunately, it's ME. Guys and girls, Recently I found out myself... to be very much similar to me. Strange. At once when I was 16, I once had a friend who I got pissed on him because of small things (ok, call me immature and very naiive because, I was only 16 at that time) and I hated his behaviour, so I didn't talk to him for a few months back, until when I reached 17. I was sorta like disgusted at his 'conformist' behaviour, very adamant and stuff like that. Needless to say, I now discovered myself actually having almost the same attributes as him - partially conformist (not religion), overly practical, and demanding. There goes all my hating. I believe that I have hated him because I'm having almost the same attributes as him. Oh well. And also, I've dreaded my Numerical Methods lecturer as well 'cause he's teaching all his Maths in a sorta... classical Maths way (deriving equations, explaining things in his own background...) . Then I also found out that, I like deriving equations, explaining terms in a non-layman way... Oh how I loled at that.

2nd Jul 2008, 05:10 PM	#2
Bryan90 EC Addict Full Member Gender: Male Orientation: Gay Location: Toronto, Canada Age: 22 Posts: 668 Join Date: Nov 2006	Re: Unfortunately, it's ME. Yes.. we all secretly hate ourselves... lol.. __________________ "But only in their dreams can man be truly free. 'Twas always thus, and always thus will be." - John Keating, Dead Poets Society

2nd Jul 2008, 06:38 PM	#3
Beebo the cat what has facial hair. Full Member Gender: MAN Orientation: Gay Out Status: Out to everyone Location: Toronto Age: 23 Posts: 893 Join Date: Feb 2008	Re: Unfortunately, it's ME. Check out the song Octavarium by Dream Theater. It is a very long song, but it is very relevant to this, and I think you'd love the song. __________________ New Song up. a rough version of "The Ghost of Adam".(I will be adding more.)

3rd Jul 2008, 09:54 AM	#5
Hoppip look at the good i do Full Member Gender: Lv. 18 ♂ Orientation: Water / Dragon Out Status: Uncommon Location: Johto Posts: 1,562 Join Date: May 2008	Re: Unfortunately, it's ME. I realized the same thing one day. I think, in my opinion, those we hate strongest are like us the most. Whether we realize it or not... Perhaps we hate them for the faults we wish we didn't have? ._. I know that all the people I DESPISE are exactly like me. Maybe I just feel I should be the only one in that niche? I dunno. But... congratulations on your epiphany. : D __________________ KUDOS ME. I made myshelf pregnant.