I need to Vent

Ok i want to go to college at least in January i have a job at the hospital which is giving me hours off the wall and the boss said they will not work with your college. She said sometimes they can but not really. And the work is pure hell im constantly working like a duck and its always middle shifts even full time you wont get a set shift. Its going to be harder to balance that out with college.

I could just get a job in retail and go to college because they will be more flexible my mother keeps giving me a lecture about not quitting the hospital and blah blah blah its a good job good benefits a good career. and stuff and i don't want to make that a career I'm trying to explain to her i want to go to school and better my self then work at some low class job and regretting it in the future. And shes trying to tell me even when you get a college job its still going to be hard. And she said if you work in a factory your going to work hard.

I'm trying to explain to her i don't want that kind of life working hard. If i can get a chance to make it in life thats what i want to do not work hard like an animal.

Somehow she has this dream that im going to jump from 9.50 an hour to 20 dollars an hour at the hosptal with no college education