So I am 23 and I have found some of the notes I wrote to myself about 10 years ago when I figured out that I was gay. It was stuff like asking why do I have to be gay?, What if I pray to God enough and change (I was a little Christian) ? ; Should I tell a teacher about the guys bullying me? Better not incase they tell my parents? ; Why can't I like girls? It was seriously stuff like that..... Does this still happen?