I feel terrible writing this but I also feel I do need to write it down somewhere. At the moment I am extremely depressed and stressed. I feel empty and lost and directionless. My career and personal life is totally stagnant and it is extremely frustrating for me. I am in doubt if I am able to function normally ... ever. I lose my cool at the drop of a hat and it saddens me for being that way. I am envious of those who has it seeminly easy and is also, seemingly, content and happy. I desperatly need a holiday, alone, somewhere far away from the norm, so that I can clear my mind - but I wonder if it will help. I am longing so very badly for someone special in my life but doubt is starting to outweigh hope... :tears:
Sorry you are feeling so down. I think getting away for a few days may help. You know a bit of head space, time to think. A change from the norm for a few days does wonders. Do you maybe have anyone you can visit, maybe someone you can talk to about how you are feeling?
Thank you. The places where I want to go is far and it will cost a heap of money to get there (within local borders) and I am broke at the moment. Also, I dont want to visit friends or family because I really really want to be alone.
