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Psychedelic Bookmarks · 25th Aug 2008, 04:43 AM

I'm finally back! I was in the Lake District for two weeks with my family, then I came back for a day (and posted a little), then I went to a church singing course in Bath.

The Lake District was quite nice, but frankly, I prefer Cornwall where we usually go. Also, the whole thing was fraught with rows and rain and it was just a bit crap.

The singing course was so intense. I am now exhausted. We were singing for about 6 hours a day - I definately feel I have improved a lot. The music was very exhilirating. The social aspect of the course was even more challenging though. I always find it kinda hard to connect with people my own age, for various reasons. For example, my GCSE results came while we were there, and because mine were better than other people's, there was a fair amount of jealousy and awkwardness. Also, of course, the girls in my dormitory spent a lot of time talking about their boyfriends and/or boys they fancied. And I developed the mandatory crushes on straight girls that we all know so well.

Just because I have to get it off my chest after not talking to anyone about my inner feelings for a week, I practically fell in love with my shmexy house captain. She was 20 years old, and had short straight black hair, a thin build, and androgynous-y style clothes - and was the most hot person to have ever graced the planet. >.< I can't possibly do her justice in words. She was also so cool, funny and friendly. And she wasn't the only one, there were several cuties there. It was quite hard to keep this enormous crush inside for so long, so that's why I have to tell you chicks about it

Anyway, I'm back now, and I had a good time overall. I hope you all had lovely summer/holidays!! I've missed my little gay forum

**Maddy** · 25th Aug 2008, 04:54 AM

Yay, good to have you back!
Why am I the only non-singer (well, non-musical person in general) on the face of this planet? *grumbles*

25th Aug 2008, 05:21 AM

Yey!!!

Welcome back!!

ltb2511 · 25th Aug 2008, 05:22 AM

Welcome back!

davo-man · 25th Aug 2008, 05:57 AM

Awesome, welcome back

jazzrawr · 25th Aug 2008, 06:26 AM

Glad to have you back!!

Your little gay forum missed you too! ^.^ XD
Yes, I know all too well about those straight girl crushes...they suck, don't they?
It's good that you had fun, anyway

beckyg · 25th Aug 2008, 06:27 AM

Welcome back!

panda · 25th Aug 2008, 07:31 AM

Welcome Back!!

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biisme · 25th Aug 2008, 09:09 AM

welcome back!!

Mirko · 25th Aug 2008, 09:10 AM

Welcome back!

25th Aug 2008, 05:47 PM

Yayy welcome back =]

25th Aug 2008, 04:43 AM	#1
Psychedelic Bookmarks Helena Full Member Gender: Female Orientation: Bisexual Out Status: Close family and quite a few friends Location: UK Age: 18 Posts: 2,195 Join Date: Oct 2007	I'm back (for good!) I'm finally back! I was in the Lake District for two weeks with my family, then I came back for a day (and posted a little), then I went to a church singing course in Bath. The Lake District was quite nice, but frankly, I prefer Cornwall where we usually go. Also, the whole thing was fraught with rows and rain and it was just a bit crap. The singing course was so intense. I am now exhausted. We were singing for about 6 hours a day - I definately feel I have improved a lot. The music was very exhilirating. The social aspect of the course was even more challenging though. I always find it kinda hard to connect with people my own age, for various reasons. For example, my GCSE results came while we were there, and because mine were better than other people's, there was a fair amount of jealousy and awkwardness. Also, of course, the girls in my dormitory spent a lot of time talking about their boyfriends and/or boys they fancied. And I developed the mandatory crushes on straight girls that we all know so well. Just because I have to get it off my chest after not talking to anyone about my inner feelings for a week, I practically fell in love with my shmexy house captain. She was 20 years old, and had short straight black hair, a thin build, and androgynous-y style clothes - and was the most hot person to have ever graced the planet. >.< I can't possibly do her justice in words. She was also so cool, funny and friendly. And she wasn't the only one, there were several cuties there. It was quite hard to keep this enormous crush inside for so long, so that's why I have to tell you chicks about it Anyway, I'm back now, and I had a good time overall. I hope you all had lovely summer/holidays!! I've missed my little gay forum __________________ "I refuse to recognize the terms hetero-, bi-, and homo-sexual. Everybody has exactly the same sexual needs. People are just sexual, the prefix is immaterial." (Morissey)

25th Aug 2008, 04:54 AM	#2
Maddy Free Hugs EC Admin Gender: - Orientation: Into girls Location: Melbourne, Australia Age: 21 Posts: 7,700 Join Date: Mar 2008	Re: I'm back (for good!) Yay, good to have you back! Why am I the only non-singer (well, non-musical person in general) on the face of this planet? grumbles __________________ how strange it is to be anything at all [Victor] 2:09 pm: and then halloween happened and I was outside in a skirt.

25th Aug 2008, 05:21 AM	#3
nodoubtjunkie Guest Posts: n/a	Re: I'm back (for good!) Yey!!! Welcome back!!

25th Aug 2008, 05:22 AM	#4
ltb2511 Is Hetrosexually Challenged! Full Member Gender: Female Orientation: The Ladies Capture My Attention =) Out Status: Out to friends and some family Location: Carlisle, England Age: 20 Posts: 604 Join Date: Jul 2008	Re: I'm back (for good!) Welcome back! __________________ Love is not a thing to be regulated or outlawed but to be embraced and encouraged.

25th Aug 2008, 05:57 AM	#5
davo-man Aspiring RENThead Full Member Gender: Male Orientation: Gay Out Status: Completely Out (YAY) Location: Australia Age: 22 Posts: 3,709 Join Date: Nov 2006	Re: I'm back (for good!) Awesome, welcome back __________________ The Joker Rules all.... TwoFace comes a close second! My Friends are the best people in the world Ross: Wow, you guys sure have a lot of books about being a lesbian. Susan: Well, you know, you have to take a course. Otherwise they don't let you do it.

25th Aug 2008, 06:26 AM	#6
jazzrawr Lover of Loony Lovegood Full Member Gender: Female Orientation: Lesimbean Out Status: I scream it from rooftops Location: Ontario, Canada. Age: 19 Posts: 3,391 Join Date: Feb 2008	Re: I'm back (for good!) Glad to have you back!! Your little gay forum missed you too! ^.^ XD Yes, I know all too well about those straight girl crushes...they suck, don't they? It's good that you had fun, anyway __________________ <3 You can love people so much... But you can never love someone as much as you can miss them. (...and the lesbians.)

25th Aug 2008, 06:27 AM	#7
beckyg PFLAG Mom Community Liaison Gender: Female Orientation: Straight Out Status: Out to everyone/Yes, parents come out too! Location: Middle of Oregon Age: 50 Posts: 7,572 Join Date: Mar 2007	Re: I'm back (for good!) Welcome back! __________________ "When we're free to love anyone we choose, When this worlds big enough for all different views, When we're all free to worship from our own kind of pew, Then we shall be free" ~ Garth Brooks

25th Aug 2008, 07:31 AM	#8
panda EC Addict Full Member Gender: Male Orientation: Bisexual Out Status: A few people Location: Toronto,Canada Age: 67 Posts: 4,653 Join Date: Aug 2007	Re: I'm back (for good!) Welcome Back!!..

25th Aug 2008, 09:09 AM	#9
biisme Call me Katie Full Member Gender: Female Orientation: Bisexual Out Status: Ask me and I'll tell you. Location: Lincoln, Rhode Island Age: 20 Posts: 8,119 Join Date: Oct 2007	Re: I'm back (for good!) welcome back!! __________________ From BIG problems to little problems, from broken hearts to broken shoelaces, I really do care. Feel free to PM me anytime about anything. I want to know.

25th Aug 2008, 09:10 AM	#10
Mirko Molitva Full Member Gender: Male Orientation: Gay Out Status: Out and about Location: British Columbia, Canada Age: 35 Posts: 10,052 Join Date: Apr 2008	Re: I'm back (for good!) Welcome back! __________________ ~ Let Go of Who You Think You're Supposed to Be and Embrace Who You Are ~

25th Aug 2008, 05:47 PM	#11
Midnight Angel Guest Posts: n/a	Re: I'm back (for good!) Yayy welcome back =]

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