I get bullied everywhere, and I feel like I can't stop it from happening anymore.

I'm sorry to hear that. BUT seriously, theres nothing you can do about it, why they hell they talk about you?
Im very sure your weakness and caring for their opinions make them talk more. IT HAPPENS WITH ME ALL THE TIME. But guess what? I dont give a damn bout it. You should know that you are better than them. Be strong, Ignore them. Who gives a sh** when dogs parks?
Believe me, you won't earn or lose anything if you kept worrying about those fags* (sorry for the swearing)
show them that you dont care about their talks. Just try it.

In other cases, move from that town, they sound like scumbags.

 

I am sorry you had a lot of bad experiences with people talking behind your back. I had the some problem sometimes and believe me this problem you have is very common. People talking behind someone's back is like a disease now days and it spreads like wildfire. I don't know anyone who has not been in that situation. I know its hurtful and pathetic but the best thing you can do is ignore it because those people suck and not worth your time. But I would report what happened to you at that treatment center because I think that goes across the lines of being professional. In a place that like that there should be policies that say no employee should be gossiping about their patients in any matter. I would see if you can do something about that because it really seems like that crosses a line. I am glad your a little better and hope things get much better.

 

Get out of New Jersey, that's what I would do. Half of them are a-holes anyways.

 

What are they saying? Or maybe you don't feel comfortable repeating what they're saying, but we might be able to help a little more if we know the sorts of things all these different people say. I'm not saying that this isn't happening to you, but merely stating that every single person you come across speaks ill of you could be interpreted as paranoid delusions.

 

I'm sorry that you've had to deal with that (*hug*). But are they really that shallow that they have to talk badly about you all the time? Seriously? Be the better person in this situation and don't let them get to you. That's how they win.

 

Toughen your self up and move, you can't let people walk all over you.

Can I ask, has it turned you paranoid??

 

Yeah this all sounds.... a little paranoid?

 

I'm not a psychiatrist yet, and even if I was I couldn't diagnose you through the screen. But from some of the things you said, the diagnosis of psychosis sounds correct. I highly doubt the people in the waiting room were all gossiping about you. I highly doubt everyone you know is gossiping about you. From some of your other posts, if I'm remembering you correctly you thought the people here had been judging you. Most of the people here are not judgmental.

I used to have very severe psychosis. I hated going out in public because when I did, everywhere I looked everyone was staring at me like they were disgusted. People often told me that when they looked nobody was doing that, but it was hard for me to believe. Now I've been treated, and it doesn't happen anymore.

 

As an ex-gay I had quite a few bullies and I have to say it really gets to you. I was never really physically bullied but being harassed in the locker room is what got to me. I was already socially impaired and that just made things worse. They even kept going even after I turned straight. I mean seriously calling an ex-gay a faggot is like calling Michael Jackson the N word. But that was five years ago and nobody makes fun of me today. And there are some days I look back and wonder what I would have been like if I lived a normal happy life. But the truth is there is really no such thing. I sometimes think "If I had a time machine, would I change my past". But then the answer is no, because then there would be a tangent in the timeline and then I would no longer exist. Also, if it weren't for my life experiences I would not be the amazing and unique individual I am today.

 

In the words of Tyrion Lannister -
"Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you."

 

Yes there is! I know many people won't agree with me but you need to stop trying to please everyone. Your neighbors, tell them to shove it up their ***. Imagine how boring their lives are if they can't do anything better than to talk about you.

People at school? Who cares what they think... It's not as if you want to go out with any of them, right?

Doctors and stuff... Just remind them about the whole doctor patient confidentiality thing and blurt out something like "please don't force me to take legal action". Would shut them up really quickly.

When people disrespect you, why should you respect them back? And yes, by trying to appease them you are trying to respect them. F*ck that, get angry, who the F do these people think they are to get in your personal life.

Not only should you not care what these people think/say but you should show them how little their "opinion" means to you, as it really shouldn't mean anything.

Also, that girl who was spying on you, says more about her than you. What, you think grandma and grandpa next door don't do it behind the curtain?

On a side note, have you considered that maybe, random people talk about you because they find you pretty?

The guy who died in the toilet?! Never liked that guy... so full of himself and a failure as a father! And how did he not notice Aria, back then... WTF?!

 

*Spoilers*




















That was Tywin, Tyrions father. Tyrion was the little guy that shot him

 

To me, a lot of these things sound like paranoid delusions, but I'm no psychologist. And I'm sure some of these things really happened. But it's difficult for me to believe that everywhere you go random people in waiting lounges and other places have been gossiping about you.

I had similar experiences of thinking like this, but to a much lesser extent, when I was an undergraduate... but there is a vast gulf in severity between what you've described and my experience. I think you need professional help.

 

ignore and joke with them and work out in the gym ,if you are stronger than the bullies they will be scared of u .

 

---------- Post added 3rd Sep 2014 at 01:38 PM ----------

Wow, Didnt realise it was that big :S