Recently, i have been thinking about m relationship with some of my friends. i have two friends who i would't say theyre my closest frineds, but i have found that we connect very well. Its strange, while i obviously want all my friends to do well, i find that explicitly want these friends to do well. I care about them more than some of my closest friends, in a sort protective sort of way. I don't know why its like this... Do any of you guys have friends like this? One of them is a guy. I am not physically attracted to him, but i have begun to develop a deep admiration and respect for him. Maybe its an emotional crush, there was a period where i had very strong feelings for him, but now its something else...
Apart from my crush I wouldn't say that I have those sorts of feelings for my friends as most of my friend relationships are very superficial but that works for both parties as sad as it may sound.
I have that for a couple of online friends I have met over the last couple of years.. I always want them to do well and want to be updated on what's happening in their lives and if they are okay.. I guess that is the emotional and sentimental person I am.