What was going through your mind while having sex with them? Was it enjoyable to you at all? Just curious.
Well this is what was going through my head when he got naked This is what straight women chase after ? wow it looks funny I want to laugh I can't laugh, because it will embarrassed him I'm not excited by his dick at all , I don't feel any lustful feelings weird . Is it normal to not be arused by dick maybe when i'm having sex with him I'll get aroused . during the sex This isn't enjoyable at all like the porn told me would Wow this feels like torture Man I just want to go home :tears: Can't he just cum already so I can go home at least one of us is enjoying it :dry: I'm not having sex with a guy again that's it for me . Maybe I'm a lesbian , no no I can't be a lesbian He hasn't cum yet , really how long does it take a man to cum hurry up and cum already :tantrum: At the end of sex Oh thank God it's over . I feel dirty
When I lost my virginity she took me "cowgirl", and though I was excited about having sex, I still remember lying there thinking "Really, this is what everyone is going crazy about?". That said, I had sex with the opposite sex first so the excitement of losing my virginity was enough to keep it entertaining... at first. After that it was pretty much "Fuck, I'm missing Swamp People".
I was expecting something like mindblowing and awesome, as porn and hentai promised. It was... well first off it's difficult to get a good thrusting rhythm going and not get tired out in a few moments (first time woes). I couldn't... get there... and she didn't know my...desires so I felt it was all too rough. I did enjoy oral, though it all wasn't as wonderful as hentai told me it would be, I was lied to! Maybe it's cause I didn't feel any love for her (it was a friends with benefits stuff) there's another girl who offered and... since I don't feel that way for her... I am totally uninterested.