whats going on in your life thread

My parents don't know I'm ace and I kinda need to explain why I want to go to the coming out day party with my schools GSA...

My ex is suddenly speaking to me like a friend (awkwardly) after he broke up with me in June...

I just started drivers ed last week

 

I might end up homeless , it makes me sad that my mom is blaming me when I've been the only one in the house whole playing the bills .:bang:

 

I'm sorry to hear that some of you are going through a tough time.

I've recently started to learn how to play the baritone saxophone, which is really exciting for me (I can already play the tenor saxophone, which is smaller and plays higher notes than the bari sax) I love music, since I've started to play the bari sax I've been the happiest person ever. (!)

You can probably tell I'm really passionate about music.

 

That's really cool! I have quite a few friends that play sax, and two of them play baritone. I myself play the flute for symphonic band and march the mellophone. Do you do marching band if your school has one?

Anyway, I'm starting to get really tired of the two freshmen in my section. I feel like they make fun of me for being fat sometimes, and it really hurts. On the plus side, I'm doing Weight Watchers, so hopefully I can lose some weight (only for my benefit, though, not theirs).

I also applied to three colleges today because they gave me free applications, but I still have yet to apply to any of the ones I actually want to go to.

 

Back to work, feels kind of strange to be honest after 5 weeks off.

 

Just went outside in the cold wrapped in a blanket to stare up at the blood moon (more like orange really) and gape at the constallations. We saw a falling star and I made a wish!!!!

 

Self hatred!!

 

I have a lot of stress going on in my life. So much has changed this year. I moved out of my parents house into my own place. It ended up needing work so I have been trying to get all that done. I live alone which I thought I would like more than I do. I need someone to keep me company and cuddle with. I hope the right guy comes into my life soon. But I keep trying to look at the positives...I am away from my extremely homophobic parents and I own my own place at the age of 22.

 

I realised on day 1 of my 4th year of med school that I actually want to be a teacher.

 

Just your avarege biish girl who's finally over her two year crush she had for a close friend, who now knows and has distanced herself. Not a lot though. Still sitting together at Math and Physics. During the hard past spring when I told her, I realized I was hanging out with people who support me, but have nothing in common with me. For the past few weeks I 've been trying talking with other people at school. Also, realized I'm not over my very first crush. We talk more often but I try to distance myself; can't handle the same drama as the previous year. Not sure if she's straight though...

 

Being delayed from finishing uni, for yet another year, due to stupid pass/fail restrictions.
Might be possible to get my Masters degree, but inelligble to start my second teacher's internship until next academic year.

 

One Man Army is debating whether or not he should come out to his parents on Saturday.

 

I've got my first visit to the doctor's in 10 years tommorow

And the next day is my first appointment with a gender therapist

 

I just woke up to the sound of my mom knocking like crazy on my window so that I could open the front door.
I eventually did go open it before walking back like a zombie and flopping gracelessly back into bed.

Today is a lazy day.