Guys The opportunity for me and my bf to move in together is now more real than every before. It is equally terrifying as it is exciting. We have been dating and going very steady for six months now. Sometimes we have our "off" moments, but not towards each other. It is usually because of outside influences (work, family). I have learned well this past months to read him well and respect him when he needs to be alone. He has been an amazing support for me up to date and I am very grateful for him. I still have to break the news to my parents. But recently I am more calm about it than ever before. I am looking forward to setting up a home with him and to support him in totality. But I am also doing my best to be very sober about it all. Because I care I whole lot about him.
So it happened... And I suffered a terrible spell of depression over the weekend. Packed my bags and came back "home" to my folks. I feel so dysfunctional.