[It's a Wall, it's a Rus] Update TIME [IT'S INARUT!] - Empty Closets - A safe online community for gay, lesbian, bisexual, transgendered people coming out

InaRut · 8th Oct 2008, 06:28 PM

*Waits for the EC members to calm down--watches as the "WE LOVE YOU WALRUS" signs slowly fall down back into the crowd and steps up to the microphone.*

My dear EC Members
*Hears a scream and tells Pirateninja to pipe down*

My dear EC Members, tis been a time since you've last heard from me. And for this I am dearly sorry. But you see, this univeristy life style--it has it's up and downs--but what it doesn't have is time for EC.

But when I can I will post updates. Just so for those who know me, and those who don't know me, will always know that EC is always in my ear, and in my eye (Music Reference: Catch it for 10 points).

So how are things you ask?
*Hears another scream, and asks Pirateninja if she's been drinking wine--Takes the question back as the answer is pretty obvious*

*ahem* So how are things you ask? Well they've been a little stressful. I never knew that university life went by so FAST! Not only that but I never knew that University Assignments had a sneak stat of over 9000! I feel like...it was yesterday that I could just relax...keep up with my seminars...keep up with my reading...but now...now it's like WABAMN! I've got two tests tommorow and an assignment due next week (2 pages)--THEN another assignment due November 10th (8 pages!). Yikes!

And Becky (my EC mom) if your asking why I'm not studying--I'm taking a tea break to restore my mental alertness.

But if you excuse me...I want to check my Greek God spelling...
Euryome
Gave birth to the Graces

Mnenonesome?
Wait..
Mnemosyne
(Why are the names so hard to spell!)
-Gave birth to the nine muses

Hahaha...my other test is Astronomy-- It's mutiple choice but still...Astronomy is one of those classes you hate it so much you feel like your standing one place with a fishing rod--reeling yourself by hook-in-cheek.

I've got a popular culture essay due next week--2 pages--my topic is Pokemon. Haha

So far classes are good though, I'm loving film (sometimes), Pop Culture is awesome (my prof is wicked!, I LOOOOVEEE Mythology, hate Astronomy, and have some respect to psychology (Highschool level to Uni level? BIGGG STEP)

-Fun stuff starts here-

Okay...Now that I've proven myself a good academic boy...now time to get to the fun stuff?

So in terms of my homosexuality, I've still been going to GLBT meeting and I actually managed to befriend the president and others and they say they'll take me out to my first gay bar. It's called the Vu or something? It's the only gay bar in Niagra I guess. I was going to go last week but I had an appointment early Saturday so I decided not to. Perhaps after thanksgiving?

-Boyfriend talk right here-

In terms of boyfriend...I'll save that for later--for suspence---Or you guys can cheat and just scroll down...or perhaps I'll hide it in mid sentance--making you read alot of boring stuff before getting to something more interesting.

BAH! Okay. So here's the romantic situtation. I can't call it boyfriend situation because I'm still single (If anyone just sighed in relief--Thank you

). But there is potential. I mean REAL potential. I mean ACTUAL gay guy potential. Butttt...I'm not sure if he's exactly what I want.

And if anyone says beggars can't be choosers---

Anyways so basically he's a little on the femme side. Not to mention he's one of those "I'm so ugly, I'm so dumb" kinda people. It's alright to be a little low of self esteem- but in small doses? Like know your strengths AND your weaknesses--I am way picky

Doors Break (sorry radio is on): Riding on the storm...

Anyways in terms of physical apperance. He's cute. I'll give him that. Really nice hair. He's not a abdominal wonder but that's not really on my list of priorities. It'll be a little hippocritcal on my behalf...

THAT'S RIGHT I'M NOT WORKING OUT AT THE GYM AS MUCH AS I SHOULD (or at all). DID I NOT JUST SAY I WAS BUSY? HUH? YOU WUNNA FIGHT ABOOT IT?

*ahem*

Personality wise...like I said a little femme, pretty energetic--loves to laugh (which is nice)--

He's a pretty nice deal--I just...I dunno. I think I'll chill with him a bit more before I make any final decisions about him.

Honestly someone say beggars can't be choosers...See how much you like a walrus tusk in the eye...

Really we studied astronomy together and we played Smash Brothers Brawl over in his room.

NOTHING HAPPENED

Anyways other options are
1) Hot guy at gay bar?
2) Staying single
3) Going straight? LOL
4) Studying for my classics test tomorrow (wha Huh?)
5) Other guy (who Mike/Beebo *Who knows him from school* tells me is gay--just in the closet—and this is quite evident )
(Actually there is a whole paragraph to be said about this guy but I'll save it)

Really though until I get things figured out I'm just gonna stay under the story that I need a friend more then a boyfriend at this point of my life--in terms of "Mr. Potential."

New Friend Talk--

Oh speaking of friends, I met this really cool (and SUPER HANDSOME) guy--who is totally straight--and I will believe so until he tells me (or shows me

)--Which might not ever happen because he's straight--And I'm not making the same mistake i did with old friends >_>--Anyways, as a friend I have to say he's pretty awesome. It was wierd to be asked, "What are you thinking about?" Of course I told him "My thoughts are only for my head." But he seemed to be interested in why I was starring off into space with drink in hand (19--drinking age WOO--Drinking RESPONSIBLY age that is...). Anyways so far he's a pretty good friend--I haven't come out to him yet--but I don't really think it'd change whatever friendship we have managed to develop.

--Execept he might be a little hestiant into sharing a dinner with me ever again..

*ahem*

Anyways in other news, my xbox 360 has been stolen, my computer got a virus, and I didn’t do to well on my first paper---

Hope you enjoyed the update,
I hope it was as good for you as it was me *lights cigarette* <-SEX joke--The only way I smoke--is when I'm smoking hot--in my fedora and new jacket that is--

(or when I drink)
Inarut

Derek the Wolf · 8th Oct 2008, 06:33 PM

That's a hell of an update. Glad to hear things are going okay... And good luck dealing with the stress. It's a rough transition to college eh? Or so I've heard. Enjoy the new relationships, the "responsible" drinking, and the new way of living!

jazzrawr · 8th Oct 2008, 07:19 PM

ZOMG.
PHIL

You have no idea how much your faghag here (being me) has missed you.
Ooooh, cute boi potential!
How exciting

And yay for gay bars!
And just so you know, I will NOT put down my "I love the Walrus" sign.
I WONT.

Good luck with all your Uni work, Phil!
You'll do awesome

beckyg · 8th Oct 2008, 07:56 PM

As your "EC Mom", I'm glad to hear you are studying Phil.

I'm also happy to hear you are having somewhat of a social life too making new friends and having some fun. Now there is an advantage to you being gone so much from EC. I actually have a fair chance of passing you in post counts. I'm almost there!

You be good and keep us updated! We miss you.

pirateninja · 8th Oct 2008, 11:05 PM

*screams again for good measure*

Good to have ya back.... buddaayyyyy

And beggars can't be choosers.....

*pulls Walrus Tusk out of her eye*

By the way, there's no better way to get to know Mr Potential better than playing a few rounds of SSB: Brawl.

Update soon, buddy

davo-man · 9th Oct 2008, 01:50 AM

Hey hey Mr Phillip. Glad to hear everything is going well and that the work isn't getting you too far down

Mr Potential sounds nice, and the LGBT meetings sound awesome (I must find myself one of those clubs one day

)

Anyway, catchya round

Janvier · 9th Oct 2008, 03:01 AM

Phil !!

We missed you..
Promise it won't happen to often, I was starting to suffer from Walrus withdrawal

Do you know how hard it is for me without my daily dose of Walrus??

But now you're back so all is well

InaRut · 9th Oct 2008, 10:42 AM

:P I heard Jazz sells Pure Walrus in back alley ways at night.

And thanks for the love guys.

Tis why EC is so wicked

heatqueen · 9th Oct 2008, 11:26 AM

Yay!!

I missed you!! Glad you're having an awesome time. Now I'm going to go post one of these things for myself because I've barely been on here for ages...

Psychedelic Bookmarks · 9th Oct 2008, 02:30 PM

Awesome to hear from you again Phil

*glomps* Stay around this time!!!

EmperorNero · 9th Oct 2008, 02:44 PM

There are two things in life that matter, other things are just there to draw your attention away from what's really important. Just so you don't forget it.
1. Stay Alive
2. Stay Happy

Much Love

Jeimuzu · 9th Oct 2008, 03:01 PM

I didn't even read all of that. I'm not gonna pretend I did. Hahah! Got too much to do, I'm afraid. However, I've noticed that we're never all that fussy on the abdominal side of things, because a bit of a belly is quite cute. So long as it's not particularly pronounced, you know? A six pack is kinda intimidating, a huge belly is not my thing, and too skinny means too bony when you lay on said boy, while a tiny bit of puppy fat is really really cute and perfect.

Gumtree · 10th Oct 2008, 08:33 AM

I can't believe I just read all that at 2.30am :/

Congrats and good luck I guess!

8th Oct 2008, 06:28 PM	#1
InaRut EC's Nu-Disco Walrus Full Member Gender: IRL Yaoi Character Orientation: (｡◕‿◕。) Out Status: ㅎ_ㅎ Location: Montreal, Quebec, Canada Age: 22 Posts: 7,111 Join Date: Oct 2007	[It's a Wall, it's a Rus] Update TIME [IT'S INARUT!] Waits for the EC members to calm down--watches as the "WE LOVE YOU WALRUS" signs slowly fall down back into the crowd and steps up to the microphone. My dear EC Members Hears a scream and tells Pirateninja to pipe down My dear EC Members, tis been a time since you've last heard from me. And for this I am dearly sorry. But you see, this univeristy life style--it has it's up and downs--but what it doesn't have is time for EC. But when I can I will post updates. Just so for those who know me, and those who don't know me, will always know that EC is always in my ear, and in my eye (Music Reference: Catch it for 10 points). So how are things you ask? Hears another scream, and asks Pirateninja if she's been drinking wine--Takes the question back as the answer is pretty obvious ahem So how are things you ask? Well they've been a little stressful. I never knew that university life went by so FAST! Not only that but I never knew that University Assignments had a sneak stat of over 9000! I feel like...it was yesterday that I could just relax...keep up with my seminars...keep up with my reading...but now...now it's like WABAMN! I've got two tests tommorow and an assignment due next week (2 pages)--THEN another assignment due November 10th (8 pages!). Yikes! And Becky (my EC mom) if your asking why I'm not studying--I'm taking a tea break to restore my mental alertness. But if you excuse me...I want to check my Greek God spelling... Euryome Gave birth to the Graces Mnenonesome? Wait.. Mnemosyne (Why are the names so hard to spell!) -Gave birth to the nine muses Hahaha...my other test is Astronomy-- It's mutiple choice but still...Astronomy is one of those classes you hate it so much you feel like your standing one place with a fishing rod--reeling yourself by hook-in-cheek. I've got a popular culture essay due next week--2 pages--my topic is Pokemon. Haha So far classes are good though, I'm loving film (sometimes), Pop Culture is awesome (my prof is wicked!, I LOOOOVEEE Mythology, hate Astronomy, and have some respect to psychology (Highschool level to Uni level? BIGGG STEP) -Fun stuff starts here- Okay...Now that I've proven myself a good academic boy...now time to get to the fun stuff? So in terms of my homosexuality, I've still been going to GLBT meeting and I actually managed to befriend the president and others and they say they'll take me out to my first gay bar. It's called the Vu or something? It's the only gay bar in Niagra I guess. I was going to go last week but I had an appointment early Saturday so I decided not to. Perhaps after thanksgiving? -Boyfriend talk right here- In terms of boyfriend...I'll save that for later--for suspence---Or you guys can cheat and just scroll down...or perhaps I'll hide it in mid sentance--making you read alot of boring stuff before getting to something more interesting. BAH! Okay. So here's the romantic situtation. I can't call it boyfriend situation because I'm still single (If anyone just sighed in relief--Thank you ). But there is potential. I mean REAL potential. I mean ACTUAL gay guy potential. Butttt...I'm not sure if he's exactly what I want. And if anyone says beggars can't be choosers--- Anyways so basically he's a little on the femme side. Not to mention he's one of those "I'm so ugly, I'm so dumb" kinda people. It's alright to be a little low of self esteem- but in small doses? Like know your strengths AND your weaknesses--I am way picky Doors Break (sorry radio is on): Riding on the storm... Anyways in terms of physical apperance. He's cute. I'll give him that. Really nice hair. He's not a abdominal wonder but that's not really on my list of priorities. It'll be a little hippocritcal on my behalf... THAT'S RIGHT I'M NOT WORKING OUT AT THE GYM AS MUCH AS I SHOULD (or at all). DID I NOT JUST SAY I WAS BUSY? HUH? YOU WUNNA FIGHT ABOOT IT? ahem Personality wise...like I said a little femme, pretty energetic--loves to laugh (which is nice)-- He's a pretty nice deal--I just...I dunno. I think I'll chill with him a bit more before I make any final decisions about him. Honestly someone say beggars can't be choosers...See how much you like a walrus tusk in the eye... Really we studied astronomy together and we played Smash Brothers Brawl over in his room. NOTHING HAPPENED Anyways other options are 1) Hot guy at gay bar? 2) Staying single 3) Going straight? LOL 4) Studying for my classics test tomorrow (wha Huh?) 5) Other guy (who Mike/Beebo Who knows him from school tells me is gay--just in the closet—and this is quite evident ) (Actually there is a whole paragraph to be said about this guy but I'll save it) Really though until I get things figured out I'm just gonna stay under the story that I need a friend more then a boyfriend at this point of my life--in terms of "Mr. Potential." New Friend Talk-- Oh speaking of friends, I met this really cool (and SUPER HANDSOME) guy--who is totally straight--and I will believe so until he tells me (or shows me )--Which might not ever happen because he's straight--And I'm not making the same mistake i did with old friends >_>--Anyways, as a friend I have to say he's pretty awesome. It was wierd to be asked, "What are you thinking about?" Of course I told him "My thoughts are only for my head." But he seemed to be interested in why I was starring off into space with drink in hand (19--drinking age WOO--Drinking RESPONSIBLY age that is...). Anyways so far he's a pretty good friend--I haven't come out to him yet--but I don't really think it'd change whatever friendship we have managed to develop. --Execept he might be a little hestiant into sharing a dinner with me ever again.. ahem Anyways in other news, my xbox 360 has been stolen, my computer got a virus, and I didn’t do to well on my first paper--- Hope you enjoyed the update, I hope it was as good for you as it was me lights cigarette <-SEX joke--The only way I smoke--is when I'm smoking hot--in my fedora and new jacket that is-- (or when I drink) Inarut __________________ "The first duty of every Starfleet Officer is to the truth. Whether it's scientific truth, historical truth, or personal truth. It is the guiding principle to which Starfleet is based. If you can't find it within yourself, to tell the truth about what happened, then you don't deserve to where that uniform."

8th Oct 2008, 06:33 PM	#2
Derek the Wolf Furry Overlord Full Member Gender: Male Orientation: Pansexual Out Status: Majority Location: Illinois Age: 20 Posts: 1,325 Join Date: Jul 2008	Re: [It's a Wall, it's a Rus] Update TIME [IT'S INARUT!] That's a hell of an update. Glad to hear things are going okay... And good luck dealing with the stress. It's a rough transition to college eh? Or so I've heard. Enjoy the new relationships, the "responsible" drinking, and the new way of living! __________________

8th Oct 2008, 07:19 PM	#3
jazzrawr Lover of Loony Lovegood Full Member Gender: Female Orientation: Lesimbean Out Status: I scream it from rooftops Location: Ontario, Canada. Age: 19 Posts: 3,391 Join Date: Feb 2008	Re: [It's a Wall, it's a Rus] Update TIME [IT'S INARUT!] ZOMG. PHIL You have no idea how much your faghag here (being me) has missed you. Ooooh, cute boi potential! How exciting And yay for gay bars! And just so you know, I will NOT put down my "I love the Walrus" sign. I WONT. Good luck with all your Uni work, Phil! You'll do awesome __________________ <3 You can love people so much... But you can never love someone as much as you can miss them. (...and the lesbians.)

8th Oct 2008, 07:56 PM	#4
beckyg PFLAG Mom Community Liaison Gender: Female Orientation: Straight Out Status: Out to everyone/Yes, parents come out too! Location: Middle of Oregon Age: 50 Posts: 7,572 Join Date: Mar 2007	Re: [It's a Wall, it's a Rus] Update TIME [IT'S INARUT!] As your "EC Mom", I'm glad to hear you are studying Phil. I'm also happy to hear you are having somewhat of a social life too making new friends and having some fun. Now there is an advantage to you being gone so much from EC. I actually have a fair chance of passing you in post counts. I'm almost there! You be good and keep us updated! We miss you. __________________ "When we're free to love anyone we choose, When this worlds big enough for all different views, When we're all free to worship from our own kind of pew, Then we shall be free" ~ Garth Brooks

8th Oct 2008, 11:05 PM	#5
pirateninja EC's Sailor Uranus Full Member Gender: Biologically Female Orientation: Heterosexually Challenged Out Status: Most people Location: Bath, England Age: 21 Posts: 5,853 Join Date: Sep 2007	Re: [It's a Wall, it's a Rus] Update TIME [IT'S INARUT!] screams again for good measure Good to have ya back.... buddaayyyyy And beggars can't be choosers..... pulls Walrus Tusk out of her eye By the way, there's no better way to get to know Mr Potential better than playing a few rounds of SSB: Brawl. Update soon, buddy __________________ Holly the Pirateninja Ars Longa, Vita Brevis.

9th Oct 2008, 01:50 AM	#6
davo-man Aspiring RENThead Full Member Gender: Male Orientation: Gay Out Status: Completely Out (YAY) Location: Australia Age: 22 Posts: 3,709 Join Date: Nov 2006	Re: [It's a Wall, it's a Rus] Update TIME [IT'S INARUT!] Hey hey Mr Phillip. Glad to hear everything is going well and that the work isn't getting you too far down Mr Potential sounds nice, and the LGBT meetings sound awesome (I must find myself one of those clubs one day ) Anyway, catchya round __________________ The Joker Rules all.... TwoFace comes a close second! My Friends are the best people in the world Ross: Wow, you guys sure have a lot of books about being a lesbian. Susan: Well, you know, you have to take a course. Otherwise they don't let you do it.

9th Oct 2008, 03:01 AM	#7
Janvier يَناير Full Member Gender: Male Orientation: Gay Out Status: Out to everyone Location: France Age: 22 Posts: 849 Join Date: Aug 2008	Re: [It's a Wall, it's a Rus] Update TIME [IT'S INARUT!] Phil !! We missed you.. Promise it won't happen to often, I was starting to suffer from Walrus withdrawal Do you know how hard it is for me without my daily dose of Walrus?? But now you're back so all is well __________________ Uncertainty excites me.

9th Oct 2008, 10:42 AM	#8
InaRut EC's Nu-Disco Walrus Full Member Gender: IRL Yaoi Character Orientation: (｡◕‿◕。) Out Status: ㅎ_ㅎ Location: Montreal, Quebec, Canada Age: 22 Posts: 7,111 Join Date: Oct 2007	Re: [It's a Wall, it's a Rus] Update TIME [IT'S INARUT!] :P I heard Jazz sells Pure Walrus in back alley ways at night. And thanks for the love guys. Tis why EC is so wicked __________________ "The first duty of every Starfleet Officer is to the truth. Whether it's scientific truth, historical truth, or personal truth. It is the guiding principle to which Starfleet is based. If you can't find it within yourself, to tell the truth about what happened, then you don't deserve to where that uniform."

9th Oct 2008, 11:26 AM	#9
heatqueen Official #1 fan of Celine Dion Full Member Gender: Female Orientation: Pansexual/Homoromantic bisexual Out Status: Generally whoever asks Location: I travel a lot Age: 20 Posts: 5,704 Join Date: Jan 2008	Re: [It's a Wall, it's a Rus] Update TIME [IT'S INARUT!] Yay!! I missed you!! Glad you're having an awesome time. Now I'm going to go post one of these things for myself because I've barely been on here for ages... __________________ Don't drink and drive. You might hit a bump and spill your drink. Co-founder of the 'Sailor Moon Made Me Gay' club...and the lesbians.

9th Oct 2008, 02:30 PM	#10
Psychedelic Bookmarks Helena Full Member Gender: Female Orientation: Bisexual Out Status: Close family and quite a few friends Location: UK Age: 18 Posts: 2,195 Join Date: Oct 2007	Re: [It's a Wall, it's a Rus] Update TIME [IT'S INARUT!] Awesome to hear from you again Phil glomps Stay around this time!!! __________________ "I refuse to recognize the terms hetero-, bi-, and homo-sexual. Everybody has exactly the same sexual needs. People are just sexual, the prefix is immaterial." (Morissey)

9th Oct 2008, 02:44 PM	#11
EmperorNero Lost in insanity Regular Member Gender: Male Orientation: -sexual Out Status: Mostly everyone Location: Sweden Age: 22 Posts: 239 Join Date: Sep 2008	Re: [It's a Wall, it's a Rus] Update TIME [IT'S INARUT!] There are two things in life that matter, other things are just there to draw your attention away from what's really important. Just so you don't forget it. 1. Stay Alive 2. Stay Happy Much Love __________________ Why bother being straight/gay/lesbian/bisexual/whatever? Just fuck the ones who turn you on and marry the one(s) you love. It doesn't have to be this hard.

9th Oct 2008, 03:01 PM	#12
Jeimuzu Wreck Cognition Full Member Gender: Heterogametic Orientation: Rawr. Out Status: 99% out. Location: Middlesbrough Age: 23 Posts: 1,744 Join Date: Aug 2007	Re: [It's a Wall, it's a Rus] Update TIME [IT'S INARUT!] I didn't even read all of that. I'm not gonna pretend I did. Hahah! Got too much to do, I'm afraid. However, I've noticed that we're never all that fussy on the abdominal side of things, because a bit of a belly is quite cute. So long as it's not particularly pronounced, you know? A six pack is kinda intimidating, a huge belly is not my thing, and too skinny means too bony when you lay on said boy, while a tiny bit of puppy fat is really really cute and perfect. __________________

10th Oct 2008, 08:33 AM	#13
Gumtree EC Addict Full Member Gender: Male Orientation: Gay Out Status: Out to everyone Location: Sydney - Australia Posts: 944 Join Date: Apr 2008	Re: [It's a Wall, it's a Rus] Update TIME [IT'S INARUT!] I can't believe I just read all that at 2.30am :/ Congrats and good luck I guess! __________________ Life is like driving, go too fast and you will miss the scenery, then one day you won't know where you are or what you've missed.

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