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I'm leaving

Discussion in 'Chit Chat' started by Steam Mecha, Nov 26, 2014.

  1. Steam Mecha

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    Hello users of Empty Closets, I decided that I'm leaving, Over the year that I've been on this site some might know that over the last 10+ years that I've been suffering from depression and the shame and guilt that follows it, I'm not sure what the next few months have in store for me or that I'll even be around anymore. But I just wanted to say thank you to every amazing person on here for the great times. - Steam Mecha.
     
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    Well, it will certainly be sad to see you go, considering how few other users seem to have your superior taste in music. :icon_wink That said, you have to look out for yourself, first, and if taking a break from the site is what it takes to get right, I support it. What else is there to say, other than it was awesome knowing there was someone like myself out there, and it was a pleasure being your online friend. :lol:

    Again, best wishes, and I hope you've gotten something from your stay here. (&&&)
     
  3. Steam Mecha

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    Thank you Gravechild, You were always one of my favorite users on here.(*hug*)
     
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    Same here, and I see you (FB)! :wink:
     
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    Stay safe, stay healthy. I wish you all the luck in the world x
     
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    Best wishes and blessings to you, may you be surrounded by the kindness and love that you deserve.
     
  7. Steam Mecha

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    Thank you all....
     
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    See ya around fella. Would you like some tea?

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  9. Steam Mecha

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    Thanks but no thanks.
     
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    I didn't really know you but I wish you the absolute best out there! I hope you have happy times ahead, and even if they are sad that you can find something to make you smile... Good luck and may the stars bless you from above!

    :slight_smile: ~Neko
     
  11. Steam Mecha

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    Thank you Neko. :slight_smile:

    ---------- Post added 26th Nov 2014 at 04:49 PM ----------

    Thanks everyone.
     
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    You were a pleasure to have on EC. Best wishes for the future.
     
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    I'm just going to say it, I might just Commit suicide by the start if next year.
     
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    If you do decide to leave, I wish you the best in your life. However, if you're feeling this way, it might be worth staying on EC and letting us know how you're feeling. We're all here for you now and in the future, too. (*hug*)
     
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    Thanks but the last post I made says it all, My time on this earth might come to an end by next year if I'm brave enough to do it.
     
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    I just want to say: don't do it! I know life sucks sometimes. It sucks a lot of the time. I don't know what have made you come to this conclusion, but it is not the way. I have thought about it. I have tried it. Trust me when I say; it gets better! I promise. There is more for you to do, to see. I know it's a cliché, but when a door closes another opens.

    To end life is not brave. Be brave enough to get help. I know it's hard. But please, don't go down that path. Suicide is a permanent "solution" to a temporary problem.

    I waited a long time for my life to begin. For that big reveal. For the big light, warm turning point. But it wasn't until I started to want to live that life was worth it. It's not about the grand things, it's about the small stuff that brightens your day. Hug your loved ones. Play some cards. Curl up in a blanket and have some tea. Visit a faraway country. Learn a new language. Write a book to inspire people. Do what makes you happy. And ending your life is not the road to happiness.

    Live long and prosper.

    Best wishes //AJ
     
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    I wish you the best and take care!
     
  18. Steam Mecha

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    I know for a fact I have a ton of learning disabilitys, Nothing at all has ever helped. Even thinking about college makes me have panic attacks and I can't handle stress, I feel fucked in anything I do, I feel worthless, Even all the meds aren't doing a fucking thing to help, I've been suffering the past 10 years, I'm just done.
     
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    The only thing braver than suicide is having the courage to stay alive.

    If you kill yourself then with you dies the possibility of things EVER improving. As long as you are breathing, there is still hope for the future. As long as you are alive, there IS a future.
     
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    Thanks for the messages, I don't have a future, I feel fucked beyond repair, I'm not trying to stress you guys out.