Hey friends! :icon_bigg I made a poem this evening and I would like to see what you guys think of it. It's a poem about homosexuality so it's not completely irrelevant. I Did Not Choose This At a young age I realized I was not the same As everyone around me I searched my brain only to find my thoughts of homosexuality I was disgusted Isn’t this the thing Our “loving”creator detested? I wanted to die I didn’t want to continue living During night and day I planned my escape I just wanted to get away From this horrible place But one day I figured it out That old book cannot control me The people may shout And say it is ugly But I have no doubts I did not choose this It hurt me so to hear you Claim that his grace will save you If you repent I am not doing wrong You can go on and on And say that I’m immoral or disgusting But I will sit here thinking You are the one with evil You are the one who is ill I am loving and you are fighting my love Tell me if there is someone up above Would they detest the ones they made? I did not choose to be gay You choose to hate And see evil where there is only great It's a little sad in the beginning but it gets happier. It's actually about talking to my mom, she accepts the fact that I'm a lesbian but she still thinks of it as a sin. But I know it's hard to be a mom and you want to make your child safe and happy and she genuinely believes that it will lead me to hell unless I ask God for forgiveness. I don't want forgiveness because I am doing nothing wrong.
It's quite alrite as a poem. I'm certain it'll help you deal with your mother though. Figuring out thoughts and what to say and what have you. You deserve to be loved for being yourself.
