I went to my school today because I had a test to solve (I got A :lol and I saw one of my friends... we had math together a few moths ago and I helped him to pass his English test (I solved it for him :lol... yes, I do like him He was with one of his friends and for my surprise that friend is gay. Moreover, this friend brought two more gay friends... and one of them was actually a cross-dresser!!!! My friend (let's call him Mr. A) was very accepting of gay people, he was with them all the time, although he doesn't really know the other two gay friends And I was trying to hide the fact that I, myself, am gay, too when he was OK accepting gay people. He actually has a "bromance" with his gay friend, and I'm thinking: Gosh that could totally be me if I wasn't afraid to be honest. I was a little jealous of the cross-dresser, too. She looked so feminine! Because I'm constantly told that being effeminate is WRONG, I feel like I've lost contact with my feminine side But, see, high school left me a number one rule that maybe I should consider again: everybody is homophobic until proven otherwise. And another rule: when I realized that I couldn't hide being effeminate around guys (I always thought girls were more accepting) I just stop hanging around with them
