....I have a serious problem. I let everyone kill me in a fps online and then killed everyone who killed me. Have you ever done that? (&&&) (!)
If it's an FPS, you're sort of supposed to. The point is to out-psycho the other team lol. Now if the OP was team-killing, that's a no-no.
Nope. Are you pretending to be a worse player (and hiding tricks!) so you can surprise everyone in a later more important match? Or is that how you deal with the guilt of actually being amazing at the game? I think it's only fair to go all out and play the best you can in a team deathmatch. Unless the entire team is trolling. Although you only have to answer to yourself if this is a free-for-all deathmatch.