:dry: I just realized I had this in me. You guys don't really know me, so you can't tell what's going on but let me put it this way: I have a difficult time trying to express my true feelings.
for instance, when I'm attracted to a guy I feel so ashamed of it and I act distant, passive-aggressive It hasn't happened recently but if one of the guys I like confronts me and ask me if I like him, or tries to judge me I would go like..."oh yeah, it's SO easy for you, isn't it?"
Well maybe you just don't like it when people pick on you. Do you think you've fully accepted you're gay?
The thing is, I don't really want to be a helpless victim. I like getting even BUT I don't like being so mean either
So, I've been reading about this and it seems like the only way to stop is to be completely honest ---------- Post added 8th Feb 2015 at 10:13 PM ---------- Now, how do I do it?