These are the words are on my grandparents grave and I'll always cherish them especially since my beloved boyfriend just died suddenly. So full of hope for the future So many dreams and desires we longed to achieve Now that's all gone but your memory I'll live this life with your memory forever cherished I'll grab life by the horns and try to enjoy every minute of it just like you did It does not matter how many lovers I may have after you my love for you will always remain until we meet in our heavenly paradise You are Forever Remembered Ever Loved in Jesus Name Amen I know this sounds depressing but i needed to let it out. I still cannot imagine loving anyone as much as i loved my boyfriend. I just need to spread the love he had for me because it so strong within me.
Sorry for your loss. You are handling it in a way that I'm sure he'd be proud of you. It's not easy to move forward, but cherish the time you had with him. Thanks for posting, powerful message.
There are no words to describe the love I had for him. i never felt so in love in my life. Just to lose like that takes time to heal. Good thing i have Jesus in my life to get me through this.
I mean I made out with this special friend of mine last week and after i kept thinking my boyfriend kissed better than him and was better at affection than him. His touch was much stronger and protective. At least I still feel his protective presence within my heart.
It's actually been four weeks since he died and it all still seems unreal. Sometimes i still think i am in some kind of never ending dream.
No one will ever be able to replace him, but that doesn't mean you'll never be able to be happy with someone else, but that will take time. Don't rush it. He'll always be with you on the inside, and there will be bad days, but each day will get easier to move forward. To remember him, while also being able to open up to something new. But 4 weeks isn't long at all. Everyone grieves at their own pace. Do what you have to to complete that process and know that even when it doesn't seem like it, it'll get better.
I know it'll get better and that someday I'll be able to fall in love with someone else. But that will never replace what I felt for him. Heck i might make plans to be buried or cremated in the cemetery where he is if it is possible when I die no matter if I have someone else or not. Grief takes time especially since he died unexpectedly in his sleep with no warning. That takes a lot of time to get over.
Everyday I think to myself as I try to accept reality that I rather this be a really long bad dream. Hell I honestly thought about suicide after he was pronounced dead like right after and back than I was thinking I needed to join him. I am passed that point and not feeling depressed just confused and somewhat grief stricken.
I'm not surprised that you say it feels unreal. What can one really say? It can be difficult to put that feeling into words. I've never cried over a death (I used to feel bad about that because I thought crying was the 'right' reaction), but, sometimes it feels like we just lost contact and I'll find them living in another town or country. It sounds like your boyfriend was one lucky guy to have you. Jesus might help you, but, at the end of the day, it's you that deals with it. I hope talking about it, is helping a bit.
Sometimes I feel like I am hear him whispering in my hear. Saying my name or something. i know that's crazy but it just feels that way.
