K so I watched a coming out video on YouTube awhile back and started to question my sexuality it's been driving me nuts and I've dated girls my whole life I've been married and selected from her now and with a new girlfriend I've always wanted to be with a girl and get married some day I'm lds and wanna be in the temple the thing is I've looked at porn ever sense I can remember I've watched a lot of gay porn lesbain porn transgender porn and get off to most of it I always look at the girl and guy and I watched a lot of gay porn and fantasize about guys I've never found any guy attractive never looked at one sexually I've had encounters and had intercourse with a man several times diffrent men aswell over the years but been with woman a lot more and i like sex with both but I don't wanna be with a man my whole life or stuff like that I felt like I was takin advantage of when I was young bye my neighbor and ever sense been confused and I just wanna stop questioning myself I love girls and idk I just have never looked at guys like that now I'm looking at guys and getting curiouser and I'm scared and I also look at woman and have had fantasize about girls and guys but i just have huge boners with gsy porn but I've also had sex with woman aswell more then men and enjoy it in the moment but I've also lost boners during sex due to stress or being over weight but I'm skinnier now sorry for the long message guys and the bad grammar I would love to here some advice and I don't wanna or intend to offend anyone
